Wednesday, December 21, 2011
just a pretty short post t rant about my skin cause its itching yet again :(
really really hate the condition of my skin since the rashes.
ever since, i am afraid, really, everytime my skin gets itchy and comes out the bumps and red patches.
i am really really afraid most of the time history will repeat itself which had been a super super tough period for me.
recalling, i rmbr the times i broke down just because i felt really helpless, just because going t doctors doesnt work and the rashes doesnt go away after weeks, and eventually a month went by.
it was terrible. really, w a swollen face all of a sudden for no reason, super duper dry itchy skin which drops 'flakes' wherever i go, and the itchness.. was just totally unbearable.
please please, jsut dont ever let me experience it again. please
really really hate the condition of my skin since the rashes.
ever since, i am afraid, really, everytime my skin gets itchy and comes out the bumps and red patches.
i am really really afraid most of the time history will repeat itself which had been a super super tough period for me.
recalling, i rmbr the times i broke down just because i felt really helpless, just because going t doctors doesnt work and the rashes doesnt go away after weeks, and eventually a month went by.
it was terrible. really, w a swollen face all of a sudden for no reason, super duper dry itchy skin which drops 'flakes' wherever i go, and the itchness.. was just totally unbearable.
please please, jsut dont ever let me experience it again. please
what we could have been, 12:01 AM.
Monday, December 12, 2011
short and sweet post (:
another. day. of. waste. today.
another. day. of. waste. today.
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
yi ge shagged day.
went pasir ris east cc alone t watch silat matches.
and again, was lost while trying t find my way there. totally zZ
even though i didnt talk much t the rest or even barely spoke since they were all communicating in their mother tongue and we arent that close, i did pretty much enjoyed my time there.
from watching the matches - especially hariz who is soooooooooooooooooooo duper cute, the more exciting adult (seemingly around my age?) matches and also freestyle matches which is really really fierceee.
left early and headed back t home (:
on a side note, got reminded on how guys are especially in their secondary school days cause of aziz and indra w their teasing and all.
also realise i am pretty anti-social afterall.
went pasir ris east cc alone t watch silat matches.
and again, was lost while trying t find my way there. totally zZ
even though i didnt talk much t the rest or even barely spoke since they were all communicating in their mother tongue and we arent that close, i did pretty much enjoyed my time there.
from watching the matches - especially hariz who is soooooooooooooooooooo duper cute, the more exciting adult (seemingly around my age?) matches and also freestyle matches which is really really fierceee.
left early and headed back t home (:
on a side note, got reminded on how guys are especially in their secondary school days cause of aziz and indra w their teasing and all.
also realise i am pretty anti-social afterall.
what we could have been, 10:54 PM.
Friday, December 09, 2011
stayed home friday.
hence aka my rotting day.
stone-sleep-snack-tv-sleep-snack-tv- - - -.
was thinking thru a lil yest night while browsing through a few photos. a friend's photos.
i realise, everyone really live life a different manner.
there are ppl, who are trying t quit smoking, but there are also some, who are smoking, i guess without the mentality t quit?
sometimes it really hurts a lil i guess, t see a friend changed, picking up the bad habits that werent there when you guys once hang out together.
even though we arent close for quite some time alr or have never ever been really close, there's still a tinge of helplessness felt.
hence aka my rotting day.
stone-sleep-snack-tv-sleep-snack-tv- - - -.
was thinking thru a lil yest night while browsing through a few photos. a friend's photos.
i realise, everyone really live life a different manner.
there are ppl, who are trying t quit smoking, but there are also some, who are smoking, i guess without the mentality t quit?
sometimes it really hurts a lil i guess, t see a friend changed, picking up the bad habits that werent there when you guys once hang out together.
even though we arent close for quite some time alr or have never ever been really close, there's still a tinge of helplessness felt.
what we could have been, 11:30 PM.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
movie not-yet-marathon at np today.
haha travelled allllllllllllllll the way t clementi just t watch two movies w kee.
- one of my GREAT ideas cause of bored moments i guess.
caught tuesdays w morrie and the time traveller's wife.
then dinner together w isk back at the google place - tpy
kinda rush
then headed t my longgg mia silat (:
weak
haha travelled allllllllllllllll the way t clementi just t watch two movies w kee.
- one of my GREAT ideas cause of bored moments i guess.
caught tuesdays w morrie and the time traveller's wife.
then dinner together w isk back at the google place - tpy
kinda rush
then headed t my longgg mia silat (:
weak
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
