Saturday, December 31, 2005

went to cp to do hwk today wid jamie .. alina andd linda ..
but endd upp me din reali complete anything ..
nor start any .. haiis ..
duno wat to sayy also le ..
after tat when reachh home le ..
mum asked me if wana go de cao men concert ma ..
den i just kept saying duno ..
but got go in de endd .. lol ..
also foundd out tat they nv checkk de tickets de ..
instead .. its just chiong jin qu de .. co0l wor ..
but there are dustbins in between ..
then thinkk got ppl bu xiao xin zhuang dao also ..
one more thing .. tot i heard someone say j . b ..
then i was like .. lol .. kk lame ..
it to0k quite a long time before they start ..
but i did enjoy de concert .. =)
nice .. !! but de cut was rather pain .. arghh !
when countdown finish le ..
we saw fireworks when we came out of de singapore indo0r stadium ..
cause me saw crowd andd de sounds of fireworks liktat ..
then jiu dragged my mum to see ..
but unluckily .. both of us din bring our camera phones ..
den aft tat jiu traffic jam also .. andd there were so many ' owls ' ..
den ardd 2sth liktat reachh hme ?
yupp .. tats all bahs ? ..
andd btw .. to zijie .. sorry i din go countdown wid u in de endd .. yupp ..
happy new year .. !
* wo0f .. enjoy ..
smiles all ~

what we could have been, 7:14 PM.

went training today ..
actually is eight forty five fall in de ..
but we about 8.10 jiu reach le..
cuz cls say he gonna teach us amaths ..
but in de endd me also din understandd anything ..
sadd sia .. haiis ..
trained footdrill de whole dayy .. not badd ..
andd halfway trained wid NC0s andd de sec ones ..
its been a long tym since we did tat ..
so kinda enjoyed it ..
mm .. duno wat to sayy also le ..
but aft tat went playground ..
wid jamie ? to wait ferr katie andd frens ..
den aft tat join them at bball court ..
andd we sat dere to watch them play ..
andd got cycle also ..
but ferr me .. lousy is de only wordd ferr me to describe my skill .. ( unstable )
then ard 6sth we head ferr home ..
andd i walked from de bball court to jamie hse wid her ..
den aft tat ctd walkin home myself ..
long distance .. -_-ll
quite tired .. but i did enjoy myself also ..
mayb nx tym everyday also do this .. =)
when reachh hme was ardd 7.1o .. lol ..
andd 8sth liktat foundd out tat my face was sunburn again ..
but it isn worse than wed de ..
now my skin is so damm dry ..
arghhh !! peeling off ..
bye ..

what we could have been, 11:49 AM.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

arghh !! ..
todayy i reali went bonkers ?..
is like aft hanging upp de fone widd them ..
wid parents ..
i just started crying ..
andd when dey went out together ..
i went to my room andd scream ..
shout .. watever ..
andd ended upp .. voice was rather sa ya ..
now sld be better le ..
just kept crying today ..
from morning till evening ?
i thinkk this is de first time tat it caused me to have suchh a behaviour ..
goshh .. hope it doesn happen tomorrow again ..
please ..

what we could have been, 10:59 PM.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

went training today ..
andd jamie overslept .. lol ..
shocked *
den we ran to school cux tot going to be late ..
aft tat .. ehs ..
duno how i sld say .. nor phrase it ..
but zong zhi got one period .. when giving commands de shi hou ..
just breakdown ..
kinda uncontrollable ..
cux i reali tried to holdd backk .. andd i din even expect myself to cry !!..
it was so sudden ..
haiis .. but reali very sorry to them ..
andd my squadd members ..
sorry ferr being so damm dumb ..
dui bu qi ..
but overall .. de training was alright ..
argh .. duno wat to sayy ..
but just hope u all understandd ..
sorry once again tat wo hai le ni men ..
# im a fo0l ..

what we could have been, 10:36 PM.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

haas .. cant believe it .. yesterday wo ji ran when talkin on phone de shi hou dropp tears ..
andd is during christmas .. haas ..
dun hav any idea what happen also ..
is like even when hang upp le de tears also din stopp ..
dumbass .. andd i wasn thinkin abt anything tat tym ..
haas .. sia0 le ..

m .. anyway .. got backk yesterday mornin at 9am bahs ..
kinda tiredd .. cant slp in de bus .. hen xin ku ..cause sitting at de backk ..
damm jumpy .. andd NOISY ! cause of de dumbb engine ..
but saw abt 2o stars ? andd a cresent .. is like yi xia zi you but it will suddenly disappear again ..
cux of de clouds bahs ..
but its a pretty sight .. =)
yupp ~

i wun sayy de 3 words to u again ..
neither will i sayy here again ..
cause my mindd is in a confusedd state ..
* 10 sec of zhen ai ..

what we could have been, 3:59 PM.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

h0h0h0h0
merry xmas everyone !! =)

must enjoy urself ehs ..

AHHHHHHHHHHH !! ~

muahahhahah ..

takkaires at de same time ..

what we could have been, 4:50 PM.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

edited this post a number of times le ..

but i just duno how i should put it ..

in de endd .. decided tat i beta not talkk abt it ..

cux im afraid things will get worse ?

* but to everyone who is going to know their results s0on ..

have confidence in urself .. u all cann do it de .. dunn be afraidd ..

h0ng xi : ALL THE BEST !! =)

go0dd luckk also ..

hmm .. fri will be de day im leavin ..

i duno wat will be my reactions ..

but i think i wil miss [ G ] .. my frens .. televisi0n ..

handdphone alot ?

cause thinkk i will be very free over there ..

cux no one to bring me to places again ?

haiis .. my feelings is reali weirdd .. tat i dun deny ..

but i noe my main purpose ferr goin bahs ..

is to go andd see de stars ..

cux it is clearer out dere near de gate ..

andd at least if i dun sleep over dere ..

andd stay out widd my frens ..

mum wun reali notice ..

haas ~ lame .. mm .. duno wat to sayy ..

what we could have been, 3:30 PM.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

just g0t backk h0me not long ? ..
cause went jamie de house ..
actually din do anything ..
besides talkin on phone andd letting her sleep andd e playin maple ..
we did nth le .. siann rite ? ..
andd after tat i WALKK h0me again ..
i duno why i cho0se to do tat also ..
but endded upp leg very pain ..
its like .. de conversati0n between my legs andd my mindd :

mind ~ walkk faster .. its so h0t .. do u wann h0ngxi to turn darker ?

legs ~ im tryin .. im in pain lo !! andd h0ngxi so darkk le .. its okay de ..

mind ~ wat the ** .. if u dun wana suffer so muchh .. walkk faster to get h0me earlier !!

legs ~ its ur fault rite from de start lo .. y keep pushing me ? who askk u to askk h0ngxi to walkk ?!!

andd de conversati0n continues ..

lazy to type le .. haas ..

but early in de morning went red cr0ss also ..

duno wat happen to me ..

but kept makin mistakes ..

which i guess tats wat my mum meant when she have a badd yu gan abt me or ?

not sure .. but da gai is liktat ..

but sorry to all sec 2 squadd ..

if i was de one who haii ni men to be punished ..

sorry ..

andd thinkk is because i was in a daze many tyms ..

or thinkin abt other things ..

fei chang dui bu qi to everyone ..

den aft redd cr0ss went cp to eat ..

thinkk she angry widd me ..

but wat to do ? ..

i din mean wat she tot i meant ..

but dun thinkk if i explain she will believe ..

what we could have been, 5:03 PM.

another month has passed le ..

duno wat to sayy also ..

zong zhi jiu shi we arent fated ..

andd tat im s0rry ..

hmm .. anw .. todayy went cp widd RUNT ..

* grunt .. grunt ..

its kinda last minute de ..

cux foundd out needa bring bo0ts ferr tmr ' s redd cr0ss training ..

den both of our boots hvn polishedd yet ..

but during tat periodd ..

we actually became rather childishh ..

taking one another ' s things ..

den endded upp have a " game " of catching ? =)

andd is 4 times ehs..

1st tym : forgot wad happen le ..

2nd tym : she to0k my handdphone ..

3rd tym : i to0k her s0tong ? ..

4th tym : to catchh 83 ..

but we stayedd at cp quite l0ng bahs ..

`` if everything starts all over again ..

cann de ending be changed ?

what we could have been, 12:34 PM.

Monday, December 12, 2005

mm .. me very guai ehs !! ..
* applause ~
went pungg0l plaza wid mum early in the mornin ..
cux wanted to buy tibits etc to bring backk to malaysia ..
ferr my cousins andd non - cousins / frens ?
haas .. den is like we to0k a long tym to cho0se wat to buy ..
andd to consider if wat we brought is sufficient ..
den aft tat went to buy vegetables andd other groceries .. siann ~
but cann sayy tat durin de " shoppin " ..
it was quite fun .. haas ``
mm .. den aft tat when reachh hme le ..
me helped her do houseworkk again ..
like hanging out clothes - i did this chore two times ehs !!
secondd tym is cux my bro sleepin .. den endd upp i do again .. = (
haas .. evil k0r !!!
den is like aft i finis de chore ..
he was playin games instead of sleepin l0r !!
urgh !! haas ~
hmm .. andd also on last thurs bahs ..
went jj de chalet ..
hadd fun ehs ..
but also quarrel wid mum abit ..
duno y i cried .. sld be partly because of de conversation between us ..
but i thinkk is also cux of other reasons .. yups ..
haas ~ but now as i thinkk abt it ..
felt kinda embarrassed ..
andd i din get to see de sunset !! sadd ar .. haas
m .. ferr more details ..
please log on to .. http://nothingseemsright-.blogspot.com or http://www.sesame-street.blogspot.com .. haas ~

what we could have been, 12:20 PM.

Friday, December 09, 2005

to [ G ] .. thanks ferr everything ..
xie xie ni yi qian dui wo de ti tie ..
e patience tat u once hadd to me ..
the l0ve tat u once gave to me ..
the effort tat u once put in to salvage the relationship ..
u did changed me ..
its true .. thanks again ..
but im sorry ferr not being a g0od stead to u ..
sorry ferr always makin u upset ..
sorry ferr not being able to fulfill de requests u make everytime ..
sorry to bring u trpuble even after our break - upp ..
sorry ..
wo zhi dao we are not reali frens now ..
but .. truthfully .. i reali h0pe both of u cann remain happy ..
andd be fine ..
thanks andd sorry again ..

what we could have been, 5:20 PM.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

haiis .. this time is one of de times i reali cant be de one to make de deicision de ..
but what u all wann me to do ? ..
i tried le ..
even endd upp quarrelling wid my mum again ..
wat more do u all wan me to do ?

forget it ..
ya .. is i dun wana go de ..
everytime is also me dun wana go de ..
everytime also me haii ni men de ..
sorry alright ? ``
its all my fault ..

what we could have been, 10:32 PM.

mm .. just rmb .. nv talkk abt one of de dreams i hadd on one of de past few days ..
its like .. ferr no reason de ..
i dreamt tat i dropped one of my teeth ?
* sh0cked !! ..
andd whats worst is tat ..
one of my br0s laugh at me ..
andd say " zhao jiu gai diao dao wan le " ..
duno my han yu ping yin correct ma ..
but eng translation is tat ..
" all my teeth should hadd dropp out right fr0m de start ? "
da gai is liktat translate de bahs ..
den i was like ~ " okays .. g0od .. u good "
but he very gu0 fen !! ..
andd i hope dis dream wun ever come true ..
cause mi dun like goin to de dentist ..
hmph ..

what we could have been, 11:23 AM.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

" the route is long .. my heart will go on .." ~ quoted by markk lee .. who quoted from duno who ..

mm .. me also duno wat to blogg le ..
but to him .. not [ G ] ..
i reali .. reali hope u will quit tat habit ..
ferr ur own health ..
even if u say u dun wana live long ..
at least do it ferr de sake of us ..
andd urself ..
* cherish ur life .. please ..

what we could have been, 11:48 AM.

Monday, December 05, 2005

( blue de is chinese .. de other colour is english translation ..=))

* Yi Jian Hei Se Mao Yi

One black woolen sweater
Liang Ge Ren De Hui Yi

Two person’s memories
Yu Guo Zhi Hou Geng Nan Wang Ji

After the rain, it becomes harder to forget
Wang Ji Wo Hai Ai Ni

Forgot that I still love youu
Ni Bu Yong Zai Yi

You don’t have to mind
Liu Lei Ye Zhi Shi Gang Hao Er Yi

As the tears are just a coincidence
Wo Zao Yi Jing Dai Zai Gu Di

I’m already at the bottom of the valley
Ye Zhi Dao Bu Neng Mei You Gu Qi

And I know that I cannot lose my strength
Gan Ji Ni Rang Wo Yong You Qiu Tian De Mei Li

But I’m grateful that you let me know what autumn’s beauty is
Kan Zhe Na Bai Se De Qing Ting

Looking at the white dragonfly
Zai Kong Zhong Wang Le Qian Jin

Motionless in air, as if it has forgotten how to go forward
Hai Neng Bu Neng Chong Xin Bian Zhi

Can it be knitted again
Nao Hai Zhong Qi Mao Qiu De Ji Yi

The torrent of memories in my mind?
Zai Shuo Wo Ai Ni

Once again, let me say “I Love You”
Ke Neng Yu Ye Bu Hui Ting

Maybe then, the rain will never stop
Hei Se Mao Yi

Black woolen sweater
Chang Zai Na Li

Where is it hidden?
Jiu Rang Hui Yi Yong Yuan Ting Zai Na Li

Just let memories stop there, forever ~

# i hope my memories of u will last too ..

what we could have been, 11:28 AM.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

yi zhan li chou
gu dann zhu li zai chuang kou
wo zai men hou
jia zhuang nii ren hai mei zou
jiu di ru chong you
yue yuan geng ji mo
ye ban qing xing de zhu huo
bu ren ke ze wo
yii hu piao bo
lang ji tian ya nan ru hou
nii zou zhi hou
jiu nuan hui yi si nian shou
shui xiang dong liu
shi jian zen me tou
hua kai jiu yi ci cheng shu
wo que cuo guo
shui zai yong pi pa tan zou
yi qu dong feng po
sui yue zai qiang shang bo luo
kan jian xiao shi hou
you ji de na nian wo men dou hai hen nian you
er ru jin qin sheng you you
wo de deng hou
ni mei ting guo
shuii zai yong pi pa tan zou
yi qu dong feng po
feng ye jiang gu shi ran se
jie ju wo kan tou
li ba wai de gu dao wo qian zhe ni zou guo
huang yan man cao de nian tou
jiu lian fen shou dou hen chen mo

what we could have been, 1:37 PM.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

yesterday in the mornin meet with de other four ..
andd when on the bus ..
cann say to be quite zi bi ..
duno why also ..
watch chicken little at j8 ..
cann say quite touchin but humourous at the same time bahs ..
cux de chicken was misunderstood by many ..
andd even thou he tried to explain ..
none believed ..
and he did it out of good intention de lor ..
fishh is very cute ..
so innocent andd blur ..
de pig .. ~ forgot de name le ..
but cann say to be quite entertaining ..
hadd quite alot of fun watchin it actually ..
especially when linda laughed very loudly ..
becos of wat .. im not sure ..
den aft tat we also went ps ..
actually to nothing ..
cause all of us were rather broke ..
hence ..
cant do anything ..
but .. we went cp also to eat cha ye dan ..
has .. den go lao di fang to talkk ferr awhile ..
den ard 7 sth jiu go home le ..

what we could have been, 1:16 PM.