Monday, June 26, 2006
tmr starting school lerhs. but going SYF instead. xi wang nen do a good job ..
ye bu zhi dao wei she me. dis time.. ii will rather go school..ye xu is kinda miss school bahs. but when thinkk abt the hwk ii had done .. ii reconsider. is confirm die lerhs. english can say is never touch on anything at all. HARDLY. and the past papers guess im the only one who have yet to hand in. mm.. *zmb. andd stil left alot alot of hwk. haiis.
- xi huan nii .. xiang aii ni.. xiang shuo zhen xin hua..
ye bu zhi dao wei she me. dis time.. ii will rather go school..ye xu is kinda miss school bahs. but when thinkk abt the hwk ii had done .. ii reconsider. is confirm die lerhs. english can say is never touch on anything at all. HARDLY. and the past papers guess im the only one who have yet to hand in. mm.. *zmb. andd stil left alot alot of hwk. haiis.
- xi huan nii .. xiang aii ni.. xiang shuo zhen xin hua..
what we could have been, 11:07 AM.
Friday, June 23, 2006
mm.. been a long time since ii last update bahs..mm..
recaps :
13 June : went out early in the morning to do last minute camp preparations. kinda rush. den stay over at jamie's house with alina. barely slp again. help jamie do part of her lesson aid. handwriting was horrendous. alina fell alsp. she not feeling well. jamie and i slept ard 3+ at the sofas. not bad. still quite cold.
14 June : 7 wake up? hurry up pack stuff. change to uni. din take breakfast again. but milo. took cab to NCHS. paste the labels. din managed to paste finish. fall in. flag raising. aft tat change to mufti. den either bunk inspection or P.T. ran around the school for 3 laps? first aid lessons. firedrill at hall at night. - action speaks louder than words - . jiu dun reali recall wat happened this day lerhs.
15 June : 2nd day of camp. P.T. forgot how many laps lerhs.procedure of parade. den a " parade ". dun reali recal. but have campfir preparations. arranged tables and chairs. arrange the pieces of wood abit. collect money. serve food. he came. took one glance. jiu din see lerhs. no mood the whole day. but did freefall ? was okay. but ii just din do it right.
16 June : last day of camp. kinda missed it. disappointed SIRS and ma'ams. ourselves too. din perform well. revise on CPR and evacuation. and test. tio pump quite alot of times. my fault.
17 June : went SYF. lucky wear mufti. think went campsite. leg was like stil pain. but no choice. have to perservere. jiayi din go. have blisters. okays larhs. went PS after the training. din see him again. wait fer jamie and frens. end up disagreement. den jiu went cp slack.
18 June : went out in the morning wid family to have breakfast. i ate alot. and all de food varies. aft that din managed to watch jie da huan xi again. cux go de concert at VICTORIA HALL . its okays bahs. but my dressing was damn casual. din have the mood at all. and was darn tired. but i din slp. aft tat. went eat. den watch 9+ de movie - RV. broke. and reached hme ard 12.35am ? but the views there were sure nice.
19 June : think slack at hme. forgot lerhs. duno got go out marhs.
20 June : went SYF again. this time in uniform. ii was =.= duno y. training was okays. but din manged to hold on in de ending part. sad case siia. i badly wanted to hold on like last tym. din really see SAJC also. and they forced us drink water again. GOSH. pure torture. just joking.
21 June : went out again. cux CLS wan compete wid jamie. den got a deal jiu shi lerhs. darn good. treat us to bowling. but qw and kw play halfway jiu go play pool lerhs. zhe er. waste his money. jamie treat fries. so ex larhs. my hse downstairs de you sheap you nice you alot. * hint. zai cui xiao my hse downstairs de stall. buts its reali nice =) . in the end. me and jamie lost to CLS and linda. im responsible? maybe. went eat after that. watch the omen. gen broke. CLS changed place wif me aft tat. made me sit wif qw. only aft eating there do i know de reason. hahax. CLS. ints. den end up dun reali understand also. jamie man xia suai. one part she is the only one who screamed. i was like LMAO. not as scary as the maid bahs. went esplanade roof top there. NICE. did freefall there. duno y ii chose to trust them again after they say its a one-men show in de first round. u guys are GOOD !!! very GOOD. den went kovan. but before that qw stil feeling sick. he jiu went hme lerhs. quite guilty. he sick all of us still pang seh him. sorry ehhs. aft that took neoprints again. aft tat jiu home sweet home. tada ~
22 June : quarrelled at night. due to de camp report thing. was damn sad. ye xu ii also recalled de past and that made me cry further. but aft tat jiu hold back the tears. nearly succeed in leaving hme lerhs. but dad pulled me back. haiis. darn sad. maybe im de one to blame. guess im the who had changed. who had changed to someone ii dun even know.
23 June : duno wat will happen today. now is 5 + lerhs. duno wth im here to. ye xu its just to update =))
`zhen xiin hua. - ii would rather u tell me the truth the previous times. andd not give me brokken promises nor lies. believe miie. its not ur change of heart that hurts me. its also the points ii had mentioned above. ii know im de one to blame. fer not being able to give u the love u wanted. the care u need. im wrong alright ? ii just duno when u are telling the truth. sorry fer being so useless. - im still learning.
- ii just wana have de last hug. a hug that is true.`` 1o sec will be enough.
recaps :
13 June : went out early in the morning to do last minute camp preparations. kinda rush. den stay over at jamie's house with alina. barely slp again. help jamie do part of her lesson aid. handwriting was horrendous. alina fell alsp. she not feeling well. jamie and i slept ard 3+ at the sofas. not bad. still quite cold.
14 June : 7 wake up? hurry up pack stuff. change to uni. din take breakfast again. but milo. took cab to NCHS. paste the labels. din managed to paste finish. fall in. flag raising. aft tat change to mufti. den either bunk inspection or P.T. ran around the school for 3 laps? first aid lessons. firedrill at hall at night. - action speaks louder than words - . jiu dun reali recall wat happened this day lerhs.
15 June : 2nd day of camp. P.T. forgot how many laps lerhs.procedure of parade. den a " parade ". dun reali recal. but have campfir preparations. arranged tables and chairs. arrange the pieces of wood abit. collect money. serve food. he came. took one glance. jiu din see lerhs. no mood the whole day. but did freefall ? was okay. but ii just din do it right.
16 June : last day of camp. kinda missed it. disappointed SIRS and ma'ams. ourselves too. din perform well. revise on CPR and evacuation. and test. tio pump quite alot of times. my fault.
17 June : went SYF. lucky wear mufti. think went campsite. leg was like stil pain. but no choice. have to perservere. jiayi din go. have blisters. okays larhs. went PS after the training. din see him again. wait fer jamie and frens. end up disagreement. den jiu went cp slack.
18 June : went out in the morning wid family to have breakfast. i ate alot. and all de food varies. aft that din managed to watch jie da huan xi again. cux go de concert at VICTORIA HALL . its okays bahs. but my dressing was damn casual. din have the mood at all. and was darn tired. but i din slp. aft tat. went eat. den watch 9+ de movie - RV. broke. and reached hme ard 12.35am ? but the views there were sure nice.
19 June : think slack at hme. forgot lerhs. duno got go out marhs.
20 June : went SYF again. this time in uniform. ii was =.= duno y. training was okays. but din manged to hold on in de ending part. sad case siia. i badly wanted to hold on like last tym. din really see SAJC also. and they forced us drink water again. GOSH. pure torture. just joking.
21 June : went out again. cux CLS wan compete wid jamie. den got a deal jiu shi lerhs. darn good. treat us to bowling. but qw and kw play halfway jiu go play pool lerhs. zhe er. waste his money. jamie treat fries. so ex larhs. my hse downstairs de you sheap you nice you alot. * hint. zai cui xiao my hse downstairs de stall. buts its reali nice =) . in the end. me and jamie lost to CLS and linda. im responsible? maybe. went eat after that. watch the omen. gen broke. CLS changed place wif me aft tat. made me sit wif qw. only aft eating there do i know de reason. hahax. CLS. ints. den end up dun reali understand also. jamie man xia suai. one part she is the only one who screamed. i was like LMAO. not as scary as the maid bahs. went esplanade roof top there. NICE. did freefall there. duno y ii chose to trust them again after they say its a one-men show in de first round. u guys are GOOD !!! very GOOD. den went kovan. but before that qw stil feeling sick. he jiu went hme lerhs. quite guilty. he sick all of us still pang seh him. sorry ehhs. aft that took neoprints again. aft tat jiu home sweet home. tada ~
22 June : quarrelled at night. due to de camp report thing. was damn sad. ye xu ii also recalled de past and that made me cry further. but aft tat jiu hold back the tears. nearly succeed in leaving hme lerhs. but dad pulled me back. haiis. darn sad. maybe im de one to blame. guess im the who had changed. who had changed to someone ii dun even know.
23 June : duno wat will happen today. now is 5 + lerhs. duno wth im here to. ye xu its just to update =))
`zhen xiin hua. - ii would rather u tell me the truth the previous times. andd not give me brokken promises nor lies. believe miie. its not ur change of heart that hurts me. its also the points ii had mentioned above. ii know im de one to blame. fer not being able to give u the love u wanted. the care u need. im wrong alright ? ii just duno when u are telling the truth. sorry fer being so useless. - im still learning.
- ii just wana have de last hug. a hug that is true.`` 1o sec will be enough.
what we could have been, 9:57 PM.
Friday, June 09, 2006
again andd again ..ii always tot tat ii had given upp on u completely ..
but since tat day .. ii know ii had not ..
wo zhen de bu shi dao yao zhe me ban ..
neither do ii know wat of u tat had caught miie ..
ii tried to think over ..
but there are no answers to it ..
ye xu its just de feeling u once gave to miie tat made miie feel this way ..
ii duno .. ii have no idea ..
wo zhen de hen pa zaii kan dao ni ..
yet im always hopin to meet u someday ..
haiis .. if only ur backk here ..
ii dun mind being owen ..
ii just wana be there fer u when ur feeling down or hopless ..
even if she is de only one in ur heart ..
ii know im useless ..
to not forget him ..
but its my heart which do not allow miie to give upp ..
to continue ..
haiis .. dbq * J ..
dbq everyone ..
ii guess im still learning ..
jamiie .. ii reali hope u wun thinkk tat way ..
and FIGHT tat thinkin frm existin ..
reali .. have trust in all of us..
we do cherishh u ..
u are a part of us .. YOU ARE
rmb .. our red cross name k ?
hint * related to flowers ..
- give miie just 10 sec of a true hug .. can u ``
but since tat day .. ii know ii had not ..
wo zhen de bu shi dao yao zhe me ban ..
neither do ii know wat of u tat had caught miie ..
ii tried to think over ..
but there are no answers to it ..
ye xu its just de feeling u once gave to miie tat made miie feel this way ..
ii duno .. ii have no idea ..
wo zhen de hen pa zaii kan dao ni ..
yet im always hopin to meet u someday ..
haiis .. if only ur backk here ..
ii dun mind being owen ..
ii just wana be there fer u when ur feeling down or hopless ..
even if she is de only one in ur heart ..
ii know im useless ..
to not forget him ..
but its my heart which do not allow miie to give upp ..
to continue ..
haiis .. dbq * J ..
dbq everyone ..
ii guess im still learning ..
jamiie .. ii reali hope u wun thinkk tat way ..
and FIGHT tat thinkin frm existin ..
reali .. have trust in all of us..
we do cherishh u ..
u are a part of us .. YOU ARE
rmb .. our red cross name k ?
hint * related to flowers ..
- give miie just 10 sec of a true hug .. can u ``
what we could have been, 9:08 PM.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
`` my absent love says that he is happy ..
but ii would rather he said that he was coming backk ..
but ii would rather he said that he was coming backk ..
what we could have been, 6:58 PM.
Friday, June 02, 2006
arghh.. duno wat am ii doing ..
mii just now actually tried to post lerhs ..
but aft tat you delete away ..
haiis .. ii duno wat ii wana do .. ii feel so - lost -
ii reali dun feel like studying ..
going to school .. even redd cross ..
arhhhh .. ii duno who m ii anymore ..
- ye xu ii have changed .. not hongxii anymore .. // ``
what we could have been, 4:22 PM.
