13.o9.o7
last day of prelim .
science mcq - mistakes .
went out with 3 of the babes .
huang huang went swimming . swim swim - black black =X
we went ps , clarke quay, esplanade & CP.
ps - walk walk . shop shop. saw E (:
&& alina, jam & me brought SECRET. yeah (:
headed to clarke quay .
just walked ard again .
esplanade . {<3>i believed it was tough on her when the confessions came .
jsut hope that she could overcome this ordeal .
its difficult . but we are always by your side okays ?
CHEERS 3yrs +
stayed there for quite long .
took photos .
& we were off back to cp .
got a treat from jamie's ma at soup restaurant .
THANKS jamie de ma (:
& we parted our ways .
alina , linda & i went to find zhi guang . jam went with family .
reached home ard 9+ & watched CHENGXI & chunchun .
feelings gone le barhs .
tears haven been flowing down since a long time . just ku bu chu .their words abt you doesnt have much effect .
maybe just a little, or only abit more than little . & quite some in total .
other than that, its just nothing .
POOF. feelings gone . haha .
i have to admit .
jon t. you stil have the position in my heart . serious .
but i believed i still have to move on .
i dont want us to remain as 1/2 strangers .
i dont wish to .
rmb the initial period when we broke up,
you had state it clear - how can you be friends with me when i stil have feelings for you. something like that .
its true barhs . i believe it would have been difficult for you .
lastly, the conversation just now had simply made me contented . thanks .
so duhs . its all over . their words together with the memories made me gave up (:
thanks for being part of my life .
2o.o7.o5 - 12.o1.o6
its an ending (: &stay happy as you are now.
cheers .
what we could have been, 12:50 AM.
today's date : o5.o9.o7
went sch for chem prac.
screwed up again.
did one part of the experiment for FOUR times.
was like darn pissed & keep havin the urge to give up everything.
but ultimately.
i only gave up the last part && i broke one boiling tube.
duhs. i am a good girl (:
& its home sweet home.
watched watched. eat eat. tried tired. slp slp (:
on the way home. really feel very guilty towards ws.i would had rather that i had not known abt your feelings.maybe things would had took a different turn.i am sorry. really hope we can jsut be friends.today's date : o6.o9.o7
school for prac again.
one valuable lesson learnt : practicals are dangerous & puts lives at risk.
haha. thats what i learnt from linda's incident & the previous ones.
hmm, must take care alright ?
smiles linda !
what we could have been, 1:47 PM.
o4.o9.o7
play badminton with linda & alina.
jamie joined us ard 1.
nice game (:
2pm. end of booking time.
went BK. prepared to study.
& yeah. we studied abit here & there. sense of achievement (:
ard 4+ me jiu left cause going out with ma.
you did not fulfil what you said. foolish? naive? whatever you call me.i chose to believe your words.in turn. what i got back : hopes dashed.when receive call.one thing i am sure.even as friends, wo men mei yuan. haha.nahs. guess i am just confused. thoughts not straightened out yet.
what we could have been, 1:15 PM.