Monday, July 30, 2007
just reach home for some time .
went cp celebrate alina's birthday (:
but plan spoilt cause of ma { plan was out } :(
nahs. but stil quite fun .
post pics next tym .
&& HAPPY advance birthday to alina (:
thought i sld leave first.
didnt want any more problems.
maybe all the while.
it has always been the same.
it just so happen to spark off these days barhs.
i am sorry. thats all i can say.
leave me alone.
went cp celebrate alina's birthday (:
but plan spoilt cause of ma { plan was out } :(
nahs. but stil quite fun .
post pics next tym .
&& HAPPY advance birthday to alina (:
thought i sld leave first.
didnt want any more problems.
maybe all the while.
it has always been the same.
it just so happen to spark off these days barhs.
i am sorry. thats all i can say.
leave me alone.
what we could have been, 8:35 AM.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
youliveinyourworld.
whatdidievendo.
F.ifyouareinmyshoes.
howwouldyoufeel.
itf.hurtsokays.
maybeitsbothofourrelationshiphavechanged.
maybewejustarntthesameanymore.
idontknow.
ididntevenf.inglytrytoagitateyou.
nothinggiveyoutheright.
iamyour'friend?'
notwhatsoever.
justshhuddupabteverything.
f.
f.
f.
f.
f.
f.
LEAVEMEALONE.
whatdidievendo.
F.ifyouareinmyshoes.
howwouldyoufeel.
itf.hurtsokays.
maybeitsbothofourrelationshiphavechanged.
maybewejustarntthesameanymore.
idontknow.
ididntevenf.inglytrytoagitateyou.
nothinggiveyoutheright.
iamyour'friend?'
notwhatsoever.
justshhuddupabteverything.
f.
f.
f.
f.
f.
f.
LEAVEMEALONE.
what we could have been, 4:22 AM.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
14.o7.o7
saturday (:
sleep sleep sleep. haha.
&& HAPPY birthday sam chung (:
15.o7.o7
sunday !
watched the 11+ show. what 18yrs old derhs. cant rmb. but nice. haha (:
crap crap.
16.o7.o7
school. no chem remedial. tadas.
slacked at linda's hse while waiting for jam da LOUSIEST. haha.
headache. so only crap with her (:
17.o7.o7
school.
life is boring alrights ?
{seriously missing my childhood days}
at least when still young, ignorant to everything.
just listen to what mama papa says {ting mama de hua. bie rang ta shou sang ~}
duhs.
18.o7.o7
school school school.
wont forgive linda for her act.
read her 18th post.
she SARKS larhs. lols.
after school had physics pratical exam.
totally screwed up.
gradient : 1.1 when others got 2o, 3o, 4o+
1.1. its not even more than ten larhs.
disheartening.
19.o7.o7
school school school school. {its THURSday}
2o.o7.o7
english compo test - i screwed it. out of point & the words i used .. duhs.
amaths test after school.
think this time round sure can pass (:
thanks yongyi & those who tried to teach me amaths.
really thanks. especially yong yi who tried to explain to me questions thru msn. xie xie.
21.o7.o7
english compre & combined humanities mock exam.
didnt know how to answer the questions of compre & for combined humanities,
didnt finish it. duhs. what to do. me no common sense. no memory storage to help me.
aft that went kopitiam for awhile then jiu leave without the 4.
cause bro dont have key then sheng wei his GOOD sis,
me went home first to kai men when he comes back.
er ge - you sld thank me. hahas.
off to watch jacky. take care guys.
yao kai xin guo ri zhi hao maarhs? (: jiayou.
saturday (:
sleep sleep sleep. haha.
&& HAPPY birthday sam chung (:
15.o7.o7
sunday !
watched the 11+ show. what 18yrs old derhs. cant rmb. but nice. haha (:
crap crap.
16.o7.o7
school. no chem remedial. tadas.
slacked at linda's hse while waiting for jam da LOUSIEST. haha.
headache. so only crap with her (:
17.o7.o7
school.
life is boring alrights ?
{seriously missing my childhood days}
at least when still young, ignorant to everything.
just listen to what mama papa says {ting mama de hua. bie rang ta shou sang ~}
duhs.
18.o7.o7
school school school.
wont forgive linda for her act.
read her 18th post.
she SARKS larhs. lols.
after school had physics pratical exam.
totally screwed up.
gradient : 1.1 when others got 2o, 3o, 4o+
1.1. its not even more than ten larhs.
disheartening.
19.o7.o7
school school school school. {its THURSday}
2o.o7.o7
english compo test - i screwed it. out of point & the words i used .. duhs.
amaths test after school.
think this time round sure can pass (:
thanks yongyi & those who tried to teach me amaths.
really thanks. especially yong yi who tried to explain to me questions thru msn. xie xie.
21.o7.o7
english compre & combined humanities mock exam.
didnt know how to answer the questions of compre & for combined humanities,
didnt finish it. duhs. what to do. me no common sense. no memory storage to help me.
aft that went kopitiam for awhile then jiu leave without the 4.
cause bro dont have key then sheng wei his GOOD sis,
me went home first to kai men when he comes back.
er ge - you sld thank me. hahas.
off to watch jacky. take care guys.
yao kai xin guo ri zhi hao maarhs? (: jiayou.
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
what we could have been, 4:44 AM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
o6.o7.o7school.
went down to rc training after that.
supposingly to teach first aid.
haha. dui someone ling yan xiang kan sia (:
really shown improvements in her attitude (:
after that join in captain ball with the cadets.
FUN FUN FUN. haha.
managed to score one point for my group. tadas. haha
first game with lu ting's group : 3:1
we won ! haha.
2nd game with karin's group. lost dao quite jialat.
but cant really rmb the score. =x
aft training totally lost it. broke down. duhs. shant mention in details.
then its home sweet home (:
o7.o7.o7
nice date right ?
bro's birthday.
HAPPY birthday ER GE ! (:
must stay happy & all the best in your ns days & in life.
the above photo was also taken before he went army derhs. haha. currently - botak.
o8.o7.o7
celebrated with lao er abit.
cause he went out again yest.
duhs. haha. then aft that went out to send him back to army. didnt saw ** this time round.
it was SAD.
o9.o7.o7
HAPPY birthday hwee siang (:
didnt stayed backaft class to celebrate with him. duhs.
SADDENING.. haha.
i am getting crappy.
but sure hope hs & yt will last (:
1o.o7.o7
school as usual. tadas.
english enrichment course. K.O. nearly fell asleep.
&wrote compo again. { mind was totally blank }
BOOs!
11.o7.o7
school school school.
12.o7.o7
HAPPY birthday kelvin (:
our previous tallest guy in class. tadas.
he nvr come school for almost half a year lerhs.
just hope everything goes well & that he is doing something useful now (:
13.o7.o7
school.
quite fun except kimmy suddenly ki siao for nothing reasonable. duhs.
but betsy's story & the way she spoke kinda brighten my day. haha.
aft that hurry home go NYP.
walk walk talk talk.
find chester in library then before that jj guide us around & ts come find him aft that.
tadas. ard 6.30
ali & jiayi head for tuition.
jj, ts, jamie & linda head for hougang mall.
hongxi = me head for home.
hahas. {emo on bus but i found it stupid } duhs. life is stating to be dead.
JIN SHUN ! & my bro sld be coming back tmr (:
what we could have been, 2:25 PM.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
o2.o7.o7
school again.
harry potter (:
o3.o7.o7
school.
sam chan's birthday.
HAPPY birthday sam (:
celebrated with her after school.
had fun. post pics next time. haha.
& if didnt rmb wrong, slept at 8+ til next day.
duhs. whats going on.
o4.o7.o7
school.
haha. i am getting crappy again (:
TV. sleep.
o5.o7.o7
school.
went home first cause actually going out with ma derhs.
but in the end slept till 6+ like that.
then we stayed at home watch jin shun {zai xi - sweet}
sorry ma. probably monday then me pei you k? (:
HAPPY birthday kianwei (:
stay happy.
2 more days to lao er's birthday. haha.
think he would be coming back tmr? (:
{ ni shi zhu.
wo shi zhu.
wo men da jia dou shi zhu }
wo bu ai ren he ren.
wo zhi ai zi ji.
say me selfish.
say me unfeeling.
i dont care. i have a life of my own. my very own.
school again.
harry potter (:
o3.o7.o7
school.
sam chan's birthday.
HAPPY birthday sam (:
celebrated with her after school.
had fun. post pics next time. haha.
& if didnt rmb wrong, slept at 8+ til next day.
duhs. whats going on.
o4.o7.o7
school.
haha. i am getting crappy again (:
TV. sleep.
o5.o7.o7
school.
went home first cause actually going out with ma derhs.
but in the end slept till 6+ like that.
then we stayed at home watch jin shun {zai xi - sweet}
sorry ma. probably monday then me pei you k? (:
HAPPY birthday kianwei (:
stay happy.
2 more days to lao er's birthday. haha.
think he would be coming back tmr? (:
{ ni shi zhu.
wo shi zhu.
wo men da jia dou shi zhu }
wo bu ai ren he ren.
wo zhi ai zi ji.
say me selfish.
say me unfeeling.
i dont care. i have a life of my own. my very own.
what we could have been, 10:08 PM.
Monday, July 02, 2007
28.o6.o7
school as usual (:
1st actual day sitting with gui ming (:
&after school went pasa malam again.
these days have been frequenting pasa malam. haha.
first in punggol then in sengkang.
29.o6.o7
slacked in school till 5+ likethat.
alina &jiayi have oral.
lucks to all farmers (:
aft that went rc training for awhile.
&&home ard 6.3o++ haha.
i am bored..
but if didnt rmb wrong, watched harry today (:
note: bro came back today. BOTAK. haha.
but still looked not bad larhs (:
3o.o6.o7
last day of june lerhs.
& stil not in the study mood. zmb.
haha. found out that my PRIDE had ended. :(
but watched several other shows instead to replace it. haha.
been slacking all day again. & i am still bored.
o1.o7.o7
sent my bro back to ns again.
& this time round, i saw him ((: haha. he had grown taller & very thin ((:
lucks to both of them (:
lucks lucks. haha.
reached home watched yi wu liang jia san xing ren.
then at 8 watched harry. haha. its nice.
lastly, HAPPY youth day to youths
& HAPPY birthday to wee leong (:
my blog is becoming dead. like its owner. haha.
school as usual (:
1st actual day sitting with gui ming (:
&after school went pasa malam again.
these days have been frequenting pasa malam. haha.
first in punggol then in sengkang.
29.o6.o7
slacked in school till 5+ likethat.
alina &jiayi have oral.
lucks to all farmers (:
aft that went rc training for awhile.
&&home ard 6.3o++ haha.
i am bored..
but if didnt rmb wrong, watched harry today (:
note: bro came back today. BOTAK. haha.
but still looked not bad larhs (:
3o.o6.o7
last day of june lerhs.
& stil not in the study mood. zmb.
haha. found out that my PRIDE had ended. :(
but watched several other shows instead to replace it. haha.
been slacking all day again. & i am still bored.
o1.o7.o7
sent my bro back to ns again.
& this time round, i saw him ((: haha. he had grown taller & very thin ((:
lucks to both of them (:
lucks lucks. haha.
reached home watched yi wu liang jia san xing ren.
then at 8 watched harry. haha. its nice.
lastly, HAPPY youth day to youths
& HAPPY birthday to wee leong (:
my blog is becoming dead. like its owner. haha.
what we could have been, 9:59 AM.
