Sunday, March 21, 2010
爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
想像结局一样
又何苦再想
伤若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
想像结局一样
又何苦再想
伤若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
what we could have been, 12:30 PM.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]
I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
[c h o r u s]
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]
I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
[c h o r u s]
what we could have been, 2:11 AM.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
no one said its going t be easy.
what we could have been, 1:37 AM.
Thursday, March 04, 2010
one more day :/
what we could have been, 1:05 AM.
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
i dont even know what t make out of this r/s anymore.
feeling tired emotionally but yet not knowing what t do.
i need a break, from everything seriously.
there's the urge -
t stay away from home just for one whole day and be alone,
get myself drunk,
shut my lungs out at some remote but not absolutely deserted nor scary area,
make the decision.
i need t clear doubts. for real, they are driving me crazy and leaving me helpless.
i need some time w. you.
i'm tryingg, trying my hardest - not t think, not t hold any expectations that always seems t fail me and leave me totally disappointed, feeling like a fool.
i'm trying t loook up at elmo everyday first thing first in the morning and smile back t him, hoping t hold that smile for the rest of the day.
but these efforts fail.
i need answers and assurance.
feeling tired emotionally but yet not knowing what t do.
i need a break, from everything seriously.
there's the urge -
t stay away from home just for one whole day and be alone,
get myself drunk,
shut my lungs out at some remote but not absolutely deserted nor scary area,
make the decision.
i need t clear doubts. for real, they are driving me crazy and leaving me helpless.
i need some time w. you.
i'm tryingg, trying my hardest - not t think, not t hold any expectations that always seems t fail me and leave me totally disappointed, feeling like a fool.
i'm trying t loook up at elmo everyday first thing first in the morning and smile back t him, hoping t hold that smile for the rest of the day.
but these efforts fail.
i need answers and assurance.
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Monday, March 01, 2010
The way you make me feel so adored
Wish you'd bring me candies when I feel lonely
Dream that you were my husband-to-be
In 365, all I ask is one, name it after me
Wish you'd write my name on your favourite palm tree
Look in my eyes, love is all you can see
Night and day I dream that things are the way before
Will you love me more
Where, when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don't know how to carry on
Baby I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low
And feel my body glow, whisper and flow
Baby I need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
The world is out of sight
Cause you are all that I've been searching for
The way you make me feel adored
Wish you'd bring me candies when I feel lonely
Dream that you were my husband-to-be
In 365, all I ask is one, name it after me
Wish you'd write my name on your favourite palm tree
Look in my eyes, love is all you can see
Night and day I dream that things are the way before
Will you love me more
Where, when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don't know how to carry on
Baby I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low
And feel my body glow, whisper and flow
Baby I need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
The world is out of sight
Cause you are all that I've been searching for
The way you make me feel adored
what we could have been, 1:17 AM.
