Wednesday, June 27, 2007
23.o6.o7promotion parade cum cermony.
literally, last day of red cross life.
the last time the 12 of us would train together.
plan together.
pump together (:
besurai together.
&& many many.
to keep it short & sweet,
i just want to let all of you know.
the 12 of you, sirs & ma'ams who taught us,
wo AI SI ni men lerhs.
haha (:
after that went kgarden.
got abit emo. duhs. but enjoyed myself too (:
i believe thats how i felt.
but wo zhi yao ni kai xin okay (: - wo bu xiang ai ni.
24.o6.o7
initial D (:
both my husbands on TV.
haha. CHEERS.
25.o6.o7
school reopens (:
stil the same old faces. lols. not that they are really old.
duhs. i am just crapping.
26.o6.o7
ahbung's birthday.
HAPPY birthday VINCENT (:
27.o6.o7
had a change in sitting plan.
farmers' girls' ultimate enemy : HUANG JIAYI !
she is currently sitting with one of the cute guys of our class?
& for my case, me anti her is partly cause she made me lost my chance of sitting with my guy. LOL.
the anti-JIAYI club or is it association? is formed jiu dui lerhs. tadas (:
i am sitting with gui ming for the second time. haha.
really quite you yuan.
linda sitting with jie wei. {she wont get the chance to sing anymore}
alina & joe.
haha. this is the report of the day by ONG HONG XI (:
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
14.o6.o7
BBQ at pasir ris (:
people present :
alina, jamie, jiayi, linda, linqi, peiyi, yuen meng, ycs, julian, yip chun, junjie, kw &qw.
mood - happy (:
15.o6.o7
lao er go ns.
saw a banner which includes a statement &which i found it meaningful :
its not what you left behind,
but what you gain in the days ahead. {something like that}
duhs. he is MISSED.
miss asking him to help me do housechores, nagging him, disturbing him (:
hmm, just hope that he is okays over there.
& cant wait to see him botak. muahahas. can mock at him.
- BMTC school 2 - where boys become men. hahas (:
post pics next time.
16.o6.o7
nothing much.
just sleep sleep sleep. watched PRIDE. haha (:
17.o6.o7
papa's day. cheers!
didnt wished pa directly.
but duhs. just hope that he know (: { i am jus shy ((: } haha.
thanks papa.
& happy birthday YCS (:
BBQ at pasir ris (:
people present :
alina, jamie, jiayi, linda, linqi, peiyi, yuen meng, ycs, julian, yip chun, junjie, kw &qw.
mood - happy (:
15.o6.o7
lao er go ns.
saw a banner which includes a statement &which i found it meaningful :
its not what you left behind,
but what you gain in the days ahead. {something like that}
duhs. he is MISSED.
miss asking him to help me do housechores, nagging him, disturbing him (:
hmm, just hope that he is okays over there.
& cant wait to see him botak. muahahas. can mock at him.
- BMTC school 2 - where boys become men. hahas (:
post pics next time.
16.o6.o7
nothing much.
just sleep sleep sleep. watched PRIDE. haha (:
17.o6.o7
papa's day. cheers!
didnt wished pa directly.
but duhs. just hope that he know (: { i am jus shy ((: } haha.
thanks papa.
& happy birthday YCS (:
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
看着银河点点的星光
真想跟着流星去流浪
应该就可以不用再去想
你眼里是不是只有他
看你e mail给我的图画
是你和他去过的地方
我想其实你真的不知道
我绑在友情和爱情之间真的很难
i don't want to become this way
但爱太多太难 day by day
是什么作祟为什么会流泪
原来是心痛不断责备
i don't want to become this way
我该懂得体谅和后退
该怎么选择三颗心都好累
两难的爱情怎样才对
真想跟着流星去流浪
应该就可以不用再去想
你眼里是不是只有他
看你e mail给我的图画
是你和他去过的地方
我想其实你真的不知道
我绑在友情和爱情之间真的很难
i don't want to become this way
但爱太多太难 day by day
是什么作祟为什么会流泪
原来是心痛不断责备
i don't want to become this way
我该懂得体谅和后退
该怎么选择三颗心都好累
两难的爱情怎样才对
what we could have been, 1:41 PM.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
mon.
went for rc training.
late as i woke up only at 8.38
duh-hs. dont know why the overslept.
trained for parade.
me & lu ting are the assholes?
duh-hs.
train train train.
& we had fun at the same tim (:
aft that dragged by linda & jj to go jack's place.
duh-hs. {it was another embarrasing moment}
aft that its home sweet home.
slept slept.
tues.
woke around 7+
nightmare? duh-hs
ard 8+ went back to sleep till 1o+.
then went cp celebrate px's birthday.
{duh-hs. we are so sweet (: haha}
HAPPY birthday peixuan & gladys (;
2 like that reached home & slept till 7.
in between woke to watch tv. haha.
{my life is really becoming meaningless}
now.
guessislepttoomuchintheafternoon.cantreallygettosleep :(
&canthelpthinking.
isthatdreamananswertomyqns.
yourpresenceoutofnowhere.
thewarmthyoumademefeltinthedream.
itseemedtomeitwasjustlikethe past.thewayitonceusedtobe.
hais.sheisgoingbonkers.shedontknowwhatisgoingon.doesthedreammeananythingatall?
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igavethelastchanceaway.
itoldmyself.thatwouldbethelast.
yourrepliesmademeunderstand.
iaminterferringinyourlife.
notgoingtobotherordisturbyouanymore.
my heart is sealed.
completely sealed.
sealed to myself. haha.
life is a joke & i am the fool.
duh-hs.
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lets laugh together : hahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha
hahaahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahh
hahahahhasheissuchafoollolshahahahahhahahahhahahhahah
hahashahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaahhah
hahhahahahhahahahshahhshahahhahahahhahahhahahahaha (:
went for rc training.
late as i woke up only at 8.38
duh-hs. dont know why the overslept.
trained for parade.
me & lu ting are the assholes?
duh-hs.
train train train.
& we had fun at the same tim (:
aft that dragged by linda & jj to go jack's place.
duh-hs. {it was another embarrasing moment}
aft that its home sweet home.
slept slept.
tues.
woke around 7+
nightmare? duh-hs
ard 8+ went back to sleep till 1o+.
then went cp celebrate px's birthday.
{duh-hs. we are so sweet (: haha}
HAPPY birthday peixuan & gladys (;
2 like that reached home & slept till 7.
in between woke to watch tv. haha.
{my life is really becoming meaningless}
now.
guessislepttoomuchintheafternoon.cantreallygettosleep :(
&canthelpthinking.
isthatdreamananswertomyqns.
yourpresenceoutofnowhere.
thewarmthyoumademefeltinthedream.
itseemedtomeitwasjustlikethe past.thewayitonceusedtobe.
hais.sheisgoingbonkers.shedontknowwhatisgoingon.doesthedreammeananythingatall?
..............................................................................................................
igavethelastchanceaway.
itoldmyself.thatwouldbethelast.
yourrepliesmademeunderstand.
iaminterferringinyourlife.
notgoingtobotherordisturbyouanymore.
my heart is sealed.
completely sealed.
sealed to myself. haha.
life is a joke & i am the fool.
duh-hs.
...........................................................................................................
lets laugh together : hahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha
hahaahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahh
hahahahhasheissuchafoollolshahahahahhahahahhahahhahah
hahashahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaahhah
hahhahahahhahahahshahhshahahhahahahhahahhahahahaha (:
what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
o9.o6.o7
went out with my papa, mama & gege.
to have dinner?
duhs. i am getting fat.
1o.o6.o7
tmr : training. last few lerhs. sure hope everything goes well (:
duhs - {do i sound like moose?} hahas.
i am just so bored.
current life : watch tv. sleep sleep sleep. chat on phones. sleep. read comics. sleep. use com. eat. sleep sleep.
duhs.
i want play badminton..
like the show : pride. on channel u derhs. have mu chun kuo zai (: CHEERS.
& its left 6 more days. hope i wont cry when he leaves.
cause there wont be anyone else for me to ji siao or nag at lerhs.
LAO GE ~ { shouting his name in my heart }
hahas. he is still not home yet. duhs. when is he?
i am so B O R E D.
ps. this is a random post.
went out with my papa, mama & gege.
to have dinner?
duhs. i am getting fat.
1o.o6.o7
tmr : training. last few lerhs. sure hope everything goes well (:
duhs - {do i sound like moose?} hahas.
i am just so bored.
current life : watch tv. sleep sleep sleep. chat on phones. sleep. read comics. sleep. use com. eat. sleep sleep.
duhs.
i want play badminton..
like the show : pride. on channel u derhs. have mu chun kuo zai (: CHEERS.
& its left 6 more days. hope i wont cry when he leaves.
cause there wont be anyone else for me to ji siao or nag at lerhs.
LAO GE ~ { shouting his name in my heart }
hahas. he is still not home yet. duhs. when is he?
i am so B O R E D.
ps. this is a random post.
what we could have been, 4:01 PM.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
she. cant. get. to. sleep.
sheistryngtogiveherselfanotherexcusetowait.
anotherreason.
anotherexplanationtocoverupfortheabsence.
gethimoutofherhead.
please.
sheistryngtogiveherselfanotherexcusetowait.
anotherreason.
anotherexplanationtocoverupfortheabsence.
gethimoutofherhead.
please.
what we could have been, 4:44 PM.
shejsutcantgiveup.
thewordscantstophurtingher.
saveherbyhatingher&makehercry.
shelovesit.
sheneedsthetears.
sheneedsthesheddingoftears.
sheneedtoletitalloutforonceasshefeeltoonumb.
helpher.
please.
thewordscantstophurtingher.
saveherbyhatingher&makehercry.
shelovesit.
sheneedsthetears.
sheneedsthesheddingoftears.
sheneedtoletitalloutforonceasshefeeltoonumb.
helpher.
please.
what we could have been, 1:55 PM.
school at 8am.
chem then english.
home at 1.39pm
went cp at 4+ for meeting.
8pm walked home & reached ard 8.3o+
i kept bearing the hope.
but it just failed me.
waited&waited.
the words you once said.. have you forgotten?
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- you have .
chem then english.
home at 1.39pm
went cp at 4+ for meeting.
8pm walked home & reached ard 8.3o+
i kept bearing the hope.
but it just failed me.
waited&waited.
the words you once said.. have you forgotten?
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- you have .
what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
就算轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰仿佛就要飞走 耶...
口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
就算轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰仿佛就要飞走 耶...
口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
ke yi rang wo xiang ni shou hu ta yi yang shou hu ni ma?
just. leave. me. alone.
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰仿佛就要飞走 耶...
口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
就算轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰仿佛就要飞走 耶...
口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
相信你给的承诺 我等候......
ke yi rang wo xiang ni shou hu ta yi yang shou hu ni ma?
just. leave. me. alone.
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
Friday, June 01, 2007
3o.o5.o7
CIP at tiong bahru.
apologies to the singapore's children society.
for i had only managed to get very few ppl to donate & before & after that we have slacked.
went AMK. few people can be seen & some shunned away (:
jin li lerhs. aft CIP went tiong bahru plaza.
sam, deb & lin changed to class tee & went arcade.
jiayi, alina & i jiu went window-shopping for awhile & ltr went to the toilet to squat while waiting for jiamei.
guess one shop attendent thought i stole something from them. the way he looked. argh.
& i was only trying to do a good deed :( {long story}
- maligned if he really thought so -
HAPPY bithday MRS HAY (:
31.o5.o7
went out with parents & lao er.
shi ling chicken & went on shopping spree (:
back home around 3.
ZzZzz until 7 liktat to watch jin shun. cheers!
i am being mama, papa's girl recently.
tadas. & watched ocean's eleven with 2nd bro.
NICE. i want watch ocean's twelve & thirteen (:
HAPPY vesak day (:
o1.o5.o7
remedial at 8. late >.<
aft that went home sleep & meet huang & ali at cp ard 2+ to choose the cake & deliver it.
celebrated at the canteen & they went for the creamy bash again.
this time round, lu ting&i did not involve ourselves. {good girls}
pics shall be posted some time?
& its back home to watch yi nan wang, happy fish & jin shun (:
HAPPY birthday DA GE, JAMIE & YIP CHUN (:
wo meng zhen de hen mei you yuan.
wo cheng ren lerhs.
seriously think i am giving up on hoping that we would meet again.
its so F. tiring.
hais. wo zen de he xi wang the person they saw arent you.
i cant imagine you getting hurt.
pls be fine. pls let him be fine.
CIP at tiong bahru.
apologies to the singapore's children society.
for i had only managed to get very few ppl to donate & before & after that we have slacked.
went AMK. few people can be seen & some shunned away (:
jin li lerhs. aft CIP went tiong bahru plaza.
sam, deb & lin changed to class tee & went arcade.
jiayi, alina & i jiu went window-shopping for awhile & ltr went to the toilet to squat while waiting for jiamei.
guess one shop attendent thought i stole something from them. the way he looked. argh.
& i was only trying to do a good deed :( {long story}
- maligned if he really thought so -
HAPPY bithday MRS HAY (:
31.o5.o7
went out with parents & lao er.
shi ling chicken & went on shopping spree (:
back home around 3.
ZzZzz until 7 liktat to watch jin shun. cheers!
i am being mama, papa's girl recently.
tadas. & watched ocean's eleven with 2nd bro.
NICE. i want watch ocean's twelve & thirteen (:
HAPPY vesak day (:
o1.o5.o7
remedial at 8. late >.<
aft that went home sleep & meet huang & ali at cp ard 2+ to choose the cake & deliver it.
celebrated at the canteen & they went for the creamy bash again.
this time round, lu ting&i did not involve ourselves. {good girls}
pics shall be posted some time?
& its back home to watch yi nan wang, happy fish & jin shun (:
HAPPY birthday DA GE, JAMIE & YIP CHUN (:
wo meng zhen de hen mei you yuan.
wo cheng ren lerhs.
seriously think i am giving up on hoping that we would meet again.
its so F. tiring.
hais. wo zen de he xi wang the person they saw arent you.
i cant imagine you getting hurt.
pls be fine. pls let him be fine.
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.
