Monday, December 31, 2007
last day of 2oo7 & last day of work! (:
8+ after work went amk hub find edwin -.-
night near to 12 me & lao pa rush down to punggol there for countdown.
but sadly, we miss it by quite a few minutes. haha. nvm.
celebration artistes include MIA & one more guy whom i forgot whats his name =X
tadas.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !to my ma & bro & relatives at malaysia,my lao pa, lao er & girl,my favourite colleagues at tbp ( 5letters & 5letters =X )my babes & friends,& colleagues at hfc (:near to 1 we headed to bai mei.
& for the third time,
i saw weixing.
haha. really quite qiao de. haha.
after that we jiu went for supper & home sweet home (:
- the time when we once shared are indelible.
they just keep surfacing in my mind.
whatever i saw after that,
it all reminds me of you.
tell me,
what should i do?
what we could have been, 9:08 PM.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
after work went back to tbpc to return the locker key.
the feeling was that on the first day when i report to work.
nervous. haha.
but in the end i just went in.
tadas.
benjamin was at the counter serving customers.
jack MIA (MC)
jeffrey & hong huey at some area dk doing what.
& zong zhi me just didnt really take a good look ard jiu went in to manager's office lerhs :(
&&& conclusion : i didnt get to see 5 letters & i nearly cried. really she bu de & also, i didnt really get to chat with anyone besides theresa.
mama !!
haha.
duhs. hope we can keep in touch (:
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
i hope that my feelings towards 5letters is just a passing infatuation & not . love.
i hope.
what we could have been, 11:30 PM.
Friday, December 28, 2007
5 letters.
5 letters.
tbpc.
tbpc.
lao er.
lao er.
& sun, i will miss my ma & bro for ard 3days.
KL.
.
.
.
.
.
5letters.
5letters.
tbpc.
tbpc.
lao er.
lao er.
ma.
bro.
duhs. i shall stop nian-ing jin.
what we could have been, 11:07 PM.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
MERRY christmas (:to family .
friends.
tbp colleagues
&& hbfc ppl.
i miss 5letters.
haha.
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
half day off.
new haircut & evening went bbq till 11+.
ben & J =X
HAPPY birthday linqi (:
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
F-up afternoon again.
2nd day at harbour front.
officially transferred from tbp to HF all of a sudden AGAIN.
totally missed J & colleagues.
totally.
over at HF,
ultra super boring.
didnt really chat with anyone there besides the uncle & some staff.
BOREDOM!
currently fretting over tues.
sld i cut my hair short & have a new start?
suggestions.
J & babes.
you guys are missed.
what we could have been, 11:23 PM.
sudden notice to go harbour front work today.
bloody pissed off initially cause felt that its bloody irresponsible of them to transfer me out of the blue.
& whats worse, i didnt get to see J !
business there was okay.
at least there are customers but its also darn boring.
besides the uncle who chat with me,
i stayed half asleep most of the time.
haha.
&&& i made the second sale!
total commission for today : $1. like that.
JIAYOU JIAYOU (:
one more thing to add,
i think i saw shawn / shaune from i not stupid =X
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
J (:
&& i am missing babes. .
what we could have been, 12:40 AM.
Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus x2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
what we could have been, 12:27 AM.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
brief post.
jimmy off day.
boring cause no customers. no shuai-ge. haha.
13.12.o7 - only one demonstration & still no sales :(
afternoon finally pluck up my courage & rolled the chair to my counter side.
jack : wa. push the chair dao zhe li. {serious look}
me : hahaha. {embarrassed expression & an awkward smile}
& night after break with benjamin,
we faced more laughter due to jack's behaviour & our conversation.
tadas.
what we could have been, 10:45 PM.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
work.
benjamin off.
quite a boring day.
zero customers & no demonstration at all.
duhs.
SALES !! - i need it. haha.
so in the end helped jack stick stick cost price & serve cust.
in between kept sitting on the floor while jack took the chair. LOL =X.
tadas (:
. finally cried yest. night.
. insensitive. thats all i can say abt you.
. to me, its near to an insult.
. didnt uds. how you are capable to inflict such pain on me again since so long the separation.
. i felt the throb. i recalled the past.
. leave me.
. promised myself never to cry for you again.
. 12.dec is the last day.jimmy jimmy (:
what we could have been, 4:00 PM.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
HAPPY birthday jack tan (:
work today.
break with jimmy & benjamin.
the three 'currently saving money' colleagues ate bread for our 5+ dinner break.
hongxi - bread talk.
jimmy - ntuc bread then cup noodles.
benjamin - ntuc bread & jam.
LOL.
its quite a comical sight.
haha =X
i appreciate them both (:
night.
jamie's parents fetch me home & treat me to the food at downstairs hawker center.
thanks a lot for both the treat & the drive (:
at times.i just feel so shut away from the world.i just cant help but feel resentment towards people's indifference towards others' feelings.understand me or ignore me.
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
HAPPY birthday qingwei (:
what we could have been, 9:59 PM.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
bless us all please.
taiyou no uta & 1litre of tears (:
what we could have been, 9:33 PM.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
expo.
BEN (:
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.