Friday, May 26, 2006

ye xu ni yong yuan wun know how ii feel towards u bahs .
cux ii reali dun have de yong qi to tell u ..
furthermore.. ii know tat ii wun be able to become de one u like derhs ..
cux she iis the only one in ur heart .
zai ye rong bu xia ren he ren le ..
xian zai wo zhi nen mo mo de xi huan ..
just take it tat im damn useless ..

- SPEECHLESS..
ii just have to control my tears ..

what we could have been, 7:59 PM.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

listen to the song - kaii bu liao koou todayy..
on de way home de shii hou ..
dunno larhs .. but started thinking abt things ..
abit abt him ..
even thou de song is not linked or wat ..
but as ii recall ..
ii findd tat im de one who had causd this ending ..
im de one who always make u disappointed ..

`` continue next tym..
ii wana be a happy soul !

what we could have been, 9:39 PM.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

many things had happened lately..
duno wat to feel about it..
ii guess its our actions or attitude tat made u all thinkk that we have no respect fer u..
guess most of it is our fault..
we tend to show andd express ourselves the wrong way..
but realii hope things can clear upp soon..
ii mean reali clear upp..
but right now.. zhi xiang dui ni men shuo sheng dui bu qi..
tat we hurt u all unknowingly..
believe us..

- sorry -
hope tat we can behave like last time again..
the times where we enjoy one another's companion..
the times where we joke around..
the times where we share problems..
andd the times tat we sit together enjoying the same meals..

what we could have been, 9:06 PM.

Friday, May 19, 2006

mm.. siians..
now have two scars due to bicycles derhs..
one is on 17/o5/o6 derhs.. ride on weilin de bicycle..
den duno is when jamie zai wo or ii ridin myself cut dao derhs..
saadd case..
left leg de scar is long long long ago derhs.. when im very young derhs..
bro zai wo.. den we went down a slope..
den bu dong wat happen larhs.. jiu * bong.. BOM.. `` lol..
ii got injured.. de injury was more serious..
andd de scar is still there.. ferr many years le..

haiis.. failed many subjects..
really duno how to breakk de news to my parents..
andd thinkk amaths will get grade - U..
haiis. ii just dun get wat de teacher talkin..
andd ii just duno wats wrong wif miie.

mm.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. ii duno how are u now..
but de only thing now is to wish u here..

what we could have been, 12:19 AM.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

mm .. this should be a long post bahs .. cux previous ones very short ..

read over my previous posts .. from the time when i first started blogging .. andd from the time we were apart .. find that i had actually changed abit more than what ii thought . whether is my way of thinkin or my style .. duno if the change is good or badd bahs..
mm .. the past posts really made me thinkk .. whether all that ii have done fer him is worthwhile and if i had live my life to the fullest till now .. etc ..
as ii try to recall .. there are really many things that ii had forgotten .. but the pain are always there .. haiis . ii will let the past remain in my heart bahs .. try not to thinkk about it or touch it again .. he had continued .. ii should too .. andd ii guess ii can do it derhs ..
ii duno wat he thinkk im now .. but i can only hope that it is not worse than last tym derhs .. andd that de misunderstandings can be cleared .. but guess its hard bahs . haiis .
im reali puzzled .. how can a guy leave such a scar on someone .. cant de scar be mended ?

`` - wo lai bu ji xiang gao shu ni .. yao yong yuan bu fen li ..

what we could have been, 9:50 AM.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

sadd. . haiis
why are things so different . .

what we could have been, 12:03 PM.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i know how it feels to be forced. .
thats the reason why i din ask. .
im sorry i have to lie . .

* no one is here. .

what we could have been, 11:40 PM.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i believe i can give upp derhs..
mm.. tmr sld be going beach bahs.. duno..
haiis.. =')

what we could have been, 2:21 PM.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

have a hope: no one becomes blind.. mute.. deaf..
and those who already are.. regain them.. and live their lives to the fullest..
* wo hen xi wang ta nen chen zhen..

what we could have been, 12:43 PM.