Saturday, September 30, 2006
no red cross today .
after school chiong SBQ den jiu went cp fer lunch .
in btween that went art room to see their art work
- nice - but some din see properly we jiu leave lerhs .
after that went lao di fang . den zs. kw and jonathan came .
- thanks for the lollipops =)
den nothing much lerhs . hahax .
i stil remember how i hurt u that day at cp . haiis .
im reali sorrie i din respond to ur call .
after school chiong SBQ den jiu went cp fer lunch .
in btween that went art room to see their art work
- nice - but some din see properly we jiu leave lerhs .
after that went lao di fang . den zs. kw and jonathan came .
- thanks for the lollipops =)
den nothing much lerhs . hahax .
i stil remember how i hurt u that day at cp . haiis .
im reali sorrie i din respond to ur call .
what we could have been, 1:30 PM.
Friday, September 22, 2006
school . macritchie .
one casualty for first aid base 2 ?
nice scenery .
head hurts all the way to macritchie and back .
went kfc to eat . have cls . jamie . linda . px . jx . ym . lt .
during that period reali xiao dao .. mostly because of cls -.-
big bully sia .
walk back home alone after parting with jamie .
something happened that puzzles miie .
but duno larhs .
hmm . reali feel very useless .
studies not good . no potential in anything .
cant advise friends on what they can do .
badly wanted to help . but i always tend to mess things up instead . haiis .
on the way back zhen de hen xiang let out my feelings . but promise myself lerhs .
hahax . hahax . happy happy . takkaires guys .
wo zhen de hen xiang zhi dao zi ji wang le ni le marhs ? haiis . AHH !
who and what i confide ?
its so hard to continue smiling when u arent even in the mood to do so .
hope that second brother will regain his smile . please cheer up .
dunwan u to undergo same thing as miie . ahh ~
one casualty for first aid base 2 ?
nice scenery .
head hurts all the way to macritchie and back .
went kfc to eat . have cls . jamie . linda . px . jx . ym . lt .
during that period reali xiao dao .. mostly because of cls -.-
big bully sia .
walk back home alone after parting with jamie .
something happened that puzzles miie .
but duno larhs .
hmm . reali feel very useless .
studies not good . no potential in anything .
cant advise friends on what they can do .
badly wanted to help . but i always tend to mess things up instead . haiis .
on the way back zhen de hen xiang let out my feelings . but promise myself lerhs .
hahax . hahax . happy happy . takkaires guys .
wo zhen de hen xiang zhi dao zi ji wang le ni le marhs ? haiis . AHH !
who and what i confide ?
its so hard to continue smiling when u arent even in the mood to do so .
hope that second brother will regain his smile . please cheer up .
dunwan u to undergo same thing as miie . ahh ~
what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
tired .
alina . sorrie hai ni late with miie today .
got back amaths lerhs . failed badly once again .
2/5o . reali giving upp lerhs .
dun understand a single chapter =(
after school went to prepare logistics for first aid duty tomorrow .
- nothing much to say -
jiu go back home lerhs ? =)
feel reali tired .
but i stil dun understand wat am i doing .
wo xiang bu dong .
ye xiang bu tong .
just feel like being alone . haiis .
alina . sorrie hai ni late with miie today .
got back amaths lerhs . failed badly once again .
2/5o . reali giving upp lerhs .
dun understand a single chapter =(
after school went to prepare logistics for first aid duty tomorrow .
- nothing much to say -
jiu go back home lerhs ? =)
feel reali tired .
but i stil dun understand wat am i doing .
wo xiang bu dong .
ye xiang bu tong .
just feel like being alone . haiis .
what we could have been, 12:47 PM.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
first period english . nothing much happened . slack around but did abit of drawing .
history . halfway i was struggling . forgot what i remember . was stuck for quite long =(
maths . din know how to do any of the questions .
halfway through it saw jiayi eating corns . den sausage . - nothing to say about her lerhs -
then alina and linda jiu take out their bread and start eating .
hahax . for no reason . wo jiu wen : zhe me ke yi shao de liao wo ne .
alina jiu burst out laughin . and wo jiu start eating also .
hahax . all 4 of us were eating throughout the test after that . quite a scene . hahax .
chemistry . totally dun understand what tien teaching .
was like darn sad larhs . cux think i was the only one who was staring blankly at the board .
hmm . stayed back for the test and experiment on titration .
once again . i was the last few who finish doing . - sadded -
den jiu nothing much lerhs .
history . halfway i was struggling . forgot what i remember . was stuck for quite long =(
maths . din know how to do any of the questions .
halfway through it saw jiayi eating corns . den sausage . - nothing to say about her lerhs -
then alina and linda jiu take out their bread and start eating .
hahax . for no reason . wo jiu wen : zhe me ke yi shao de liao wo ne .
alina jiu burst out laughin . and wo jiu start eating also .
hahax . all 4 of us were eating throughout the test after that . quite a scene . hahax .
chemistry . totally dun understand what tien teaching .
was like darn sad larhs . cux think i was the only one who was staring blankly at the board .
hmm . stayed back for the test and experiment on titration .
once again . i was the last few who finish doing . - sadded -
den jiu nothing much lerhs .
what we could have been, 1:11 PM.
Monday, September 18, 2006
just reach home not long barhs .
having three tests tomorrow .
zhen de bu zhi dao yao zhe yang du guo .
maths is surly gonecase derhs .
not pinning much hope on it .
chemistry ? unless ii understand what tien is teaching .
which i doubt so ?
history . haven bei shou .
7+ barhs . parents jiu brought miie out to eat .
saw someone and know about his/her encounter .
was rather eerie larhs . but think that ta hen ke lian .
just because he/she said something wrong at the wrong time .
his/her life jiu sort of ruin lerhs =(
came back home jiu watch shou sheng nan nui again .
so end upp never revise history . sad larhs . hahax .
having three tests tomorrow .
zhen de bu zhi dao yao zhe yang du guo .
maths is surly gonecase derhs .
not pinning much hope on it .
chemistry ? unless ii understand what tien is teaching .
which i doubt so ?
history . haven bei shou .
7+ barhs . parents jiu brought miie out to eat .
saw someone and know about his/her encounter .
was rather eerie larhs . but think that ta hen ke lian .
just because he/she said something wrong at the wrong time .
his/her life jiu sort of ruin lerhs =(
came back home jiu watch shou sheng nan nui again .
so end upp never revise history . sad larhs . hahax .
what we could have been, 12:59 PM.
Friday, September 15, 2006
reali worried about you .
but i cant ask you ?
as a friend . i reali care .
no other meaning . just dun understand wat make u take that move .
just hope u will take good care of urself barhs .
something i reali hope .
byes .
wo zai zhe bian . ni zai na bian .
wo men de ju li shi na me de yuan .
what can i do ?
i cant talk to you anymore .
the distance between us is just too far .
but i cant ask you ?
as a friend . i reali care .
no other meaning . just dun understand wat make u take that move .
just hope u will take good care of urself barhs .
something i reali hope .
byes .
wo zai zhe bian . ni zai na bian .
wo men de ju li shi na me de yuan .
what can i do ?
i cant talk to you anymore .
the distance between us is just too far .
what we could have been, 1:55 PM.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
disappointed . disappointed . disappointed .
AHH !!!!!
feel reali tired . whether is rc . results . friends . family .
wo zhen de hen lei .
i dun understand anything any teachers teaching .
yet exams are just round the corner .
- haven study -
there are several things i dun wish to happen .
but . its still did .
wo hao xi wang zi ji nen ba ni quan xin .
dan wo bu nen .
im so USELESS ..
just so useless .
- drifted apart -
AHH !!!!!
feel reali tired . whether is rc . results . friends . family .
wo zhen de hen lei .
i dun understand anything any teachers teaching .
yet exams are just round the corner .
- haven study -
there are several things i dun wish to happen .
but . its still did .
wo hao xi wang zi ji nen ba ni quan xin .
dan wo bu nen .
im so USELESS ..
just so useless .
- drifted apart -
12/o9/o6 - why must so many things happen on this date ? haiis .
what we could have been, 1:54 PM.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
another month .
- u reali hurt .. -
- u reali hurt .. -
what we could have been, 1:59 PM.
Monday, September 11, 2006
hmm . quite a late update barhs .
just saw your display picture ? zhen de hen xiang wen ni .
but promise not to intrude ur life lerhs . hahax .
cycled just now at house downstairs .
nearly got hit by a car ? O.o hmm .
tomorrow school reopen lerhs .
hope i can du guo without slacking and that wo bu hui zai xiang ni lerhs .
just saw your display picture ? zhen de hen xiang wen ni .
but promise not to intrude ur life lerhs . hahax .
cycled just now at house downstairs .
nearly got hit by a car ? O.o hmm .
tomorrow school reopen lerhs .
hope i can du guo without slacking and that wo bu hui zai xiang ni lerhs .
what we could have been, 2:39 AM.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
second post .
1.33 am . hmm .
stil silence . nvm =)
hmm . my ulcers reali hurt alot alot .
- distance -
1.33 am . hmm .
stil silence . nvm =)
hmm . my ulcers reali hurt alot alot .
- distance -
what we could have been, 4:36 PM.
kaiixin . ii want to be happy . wo yao kaixin =)
hmm . thinkk abit of de past today .
stil feel very guilty towards wx and qx .
yarhs . it has been so long lerhs .
but .. wo zhi dao wo hurt dao ta men when i accepted them .
its not what i want derhs but its my fault .
ii made de worng decision . but even till now .
wo jiu shi mei yong qi and duno how to tel them what i lied to them about . especially wx barhs .
er que . ji shi shuo lerhs .. whats de use ?
they are leading their lives well now .
im the only one stil stuck in this maze .
haiis . wo zhen de hao tao yan zi ji .
as ii recall . i realise how inhumane i am .
i never spare a thought fer them .
how they will feel .
how they will think .
sorrie . reali sorrie .
wx and qx .
seriously and sincerely - im reali sorry . and all the best .
hmm . thinkk abit of de past today .
stil feel very guilty towards wx and qx .
yarhs . it has been so long lerhs .
but .. wo zhi dao wo hurt dao ta men when i accepted them .
its not what i want derhs but its my fault .
ii made de worng decision . but even till now .
wo jiu shi mei yong qi and duno how to tel them what i lied to them about . especially wx barhs .
er que . ji shi shuo lerhs .. whats de use ?
they are leading their lives well now .
im the only one stil stuck in this maze .
haiis . wo zhen de hao tao yan zi ji .
as ii recall . i realise how inhumane i am .
i never spare a thought fer them .
how they will feel .
how they will think .
sorrie . reali sorrie .
wx and qx .
seriously and sincerely - im reali sorry . and all the best .
what we could have been, 3:32 PM.
basketball with jamie . px . her brother andd cls in the morning .
backk of school the bball court .. andd find that im more lousy lerhs .
hahax . stuck at B . lols . =(
ii want train !! hahax .
nothing much to say larhs .
maybe later zaii update barhs ?
hmm . reali hope everything is okay fer you . yarhs ?
takkaires =)
- still not talking . hahax .
backk of school the bball court .. andd find that im more lousy lerhs .
hahax . stuck at B . lols . =(
ii want train !! hahax .
nothing much to say larhs .
maybe later zaii update barhs ?
hmm . reali hope everything is okay fer you . yarhs ?
takkaires =)
- still not talking . hahax .
what we could have been, 7:18 AM.
Friday, September 08, 2006
hmm . this post is ' dedicated ' to pig ( 2 years ++ ) ?
hahax . reali touched larhs .
been long since she so nice lerhs ? lols . just joking .
hmm . thanks alot . for de archives thing >.<
andd sorrie fer holding up your sleeping time
- guilty -
reali bu shi gu yi derhs ..
hmm . seriously ..
ii agree . ii prefer silence too .
thats why din call in when u all ask miie to .
cux just din want to talk jiu shi lerhs ..
PIG .. you understand right ?
hmm . andd reali hope u will cheer upp kies ?
if got anything or nothing also can talk to us derhs .
we can crap with you =))
andd about the part where we first entered school .
nice memories .. hahax .
zong zhi . u takkaires kies ?
we are always here fer you derhs .
second post fer today lerhs . but u are still not there . hahax .
ii wanted andd needed to say something .. but ii just cant seem to get the words out of my mouth .
nvm . feel so meaningless .
zi bi de xin sheng who can understand ? suan lerhs =)
hahax . reali touched larhs .
been long since she so nice lerhs ? lols . just joking .
hmm . thanks alot . for de archives thing >.<
andd sorrie fer holding up your sleeping time
- guilty -
reali bu shi gu yi derhs ..
hmm . seriously ..
ii agree . ii prefer silence too .
thats why din call in when u all ask miie to .
cux just din want to talk jiu shi lerhs ..
PIG .. you understand right ?
hmm . andd reali hope u will cheer upp kies ?
if got anything or nothing also can talk to us derhs .
we can crap with you =))
andd about the part where we first entered school .
nice memories .. hahax .
zong zhi . u takkaires kies ?
we are always here fer you derhs .
second post fer today lerhs . but u are still not there . hahax .
ii wanted andd needed to say something .. but ii just cant seem to get the words out of my mouth .
nvm . feel so meaningless .
zi bi de xin sheng who can understand ? suan lerhs =)
what we could have been, 3:05 PM.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
im seriously bored .hmm . morning went school fer remedial .
din understand anything =(
ii feel like giving upp lerhs .
wanted to play basketball ..
but ..
hmm . think will play it alone one day barhs ..
im becoming more and more like de baby lerhs ..
everyday de position will be like him .. hahax ..
seriously hope ii wun feel giddy lerhs .
andd STOP having nightmares .. ( ii stil quite rmb ur words )
- im beginning to ROT .. haiis .
what we could have been, 11:05 PM.
brother .. where are you ?
kinda worried .. you din even answer my calls ..
kinda worried .. you din even answer my calls ..
what we could have been, 3:32 PM.
duno wat to say .
guess the fall on monday make miie realise what ii mean to you exactly .
suan lerhs . im naive .
ii know everyone changes ..
but ii never knew that u will change so quickly .
u seems like a second him .
ii dun understand you anymore .
completely dun .
passer - by andd anonymous " im a BITCH .
im a BITCH .
im a farking BITCH .
continue to scold all u want . whatever .
change blog song . - xing yu xing yuan .
guess the fall on monday make miie realise what ii mean to you exactly .
suan lerhs . im naive .
ii know everyone changes ..
but ii never knew that u will change so quickly .
u seems like a second him .
ii dun understand you anymore .
completely dun .
passer - by andd anonymous " im a BITCH .
im a BITCH .
im a farking BITCH .
continue to scold all u want . whatever .
change blog song . - xing yu xing yuan .
what we could have been, 6:44 AM.
Friday, September 01, 2006
went school wid alina =)
was drizziling den started to rain heavily .
got abit wet . andd fer no reason ..
wondered how u gonna get to school . hmm .
reach school lerhs .. slacked abit .. jie went to hall lerhs ..
fer aces day activities .went back class after that - mok de lesson .
cannot concentrate at all . so din follow wat he talking about .
maths lesson - ate cup noodles in classs .
darn funny andd thinkk its de first time we did things so fast .
jy brought de kettle - thanks .. hahax .
andd de smell was nong . so thinkk mr tan know barhs - ii apologise here .
after that got went hall fer celebration .
like de dance .. nice sia .
after school went to buy ingredients fer sat de POP ..
nothing much barhs ..
- ii know ii felt lost de moment ii saw you .
ii recalled you dun belong to miie anymore .
ii remembered all de promises .
ii tot ii had managed to forget you .. but once again .. ii failed .
ii tried hard not to cry .. but ii still did while walking back andd in de rain .
im sorrie fer being useless . but ii will try harder .
maybe when de day come when ii have forgotten u totally .. im stronger andd happier .
was drizziling den started to rain heavily .
got abit wet . andd fer no reason ..
wondered how u gonna get to school . hmm .
reach school lerhs .. slacked abit .. jie went to hall lerhs ..
fer aces day activities .went back class after that - mok de lesson .
cannot concentrate at all . so din follow wat he talking about .
maths lesson - ate cup noodles in classs .
darn funny andd thinkk its de first time we did things so fast .
jy brought de kettle - thanks .. hahax .
andd de smell was nong . so thinkk mr tan know barhs - ii apologise here .
after that got went hall fer celebration .
like de dance .. nice sia .
after school went to buy ingredients fer sat de POP ..
nothing much barhs ..
- ii know ii felt lost de moment ii saw you .
ii recalled you dun belong to miie anymore .
ii remembered all de promises .
ii tot ii had managed to forget you .. but once again .. ii failed .
ii tried hard not to cry .. but ii still did while walking back andd in de rain .
im sorrie fer being useless . but ii will try harder .
maybe when de day come when ii have forgotten u totally .. im stronger andd happier .
what we could have been, 2:23 PM.
