thinking through and through,
i still cant accept how things are now.
why had it all begun and how it all ended.
i feel too fooled,
by fate.
&i'm realising,
being numb isnt all that helpful afterall.
its somehow suffocating.
blocking surroundings and certain emotions out,
it makes one feel kinda
lifeless.
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.