Tuesday, March 31, 2009
HAPPY birthday jiarong (;
just a pen down of thoughts.
had a veryy bad dream yest
&woke up w. the desire to cry, i dontknow why.
nightmares are still bugging me :/
have been feeling really empty deep down.
&tears just cant flow when i need them to, to feel alive
there's jsut the feeling of emptiness, something lacking which i cant express nor describe.
i feel like a dead zombie.
& please, let me start staying awake in school, rid me of the sleepyness.
help.
just a pen down of thoughts.
had a veryy bad dream yest
&woke up w. the desire to cry, i dontknow why.
nightmares are still bugging me :/
have been feeling really empty deep down.
&tears just cant flow when i need them to, to feel alive
there's jsut the feeling of emptiness, something lacking which i cant express nor describe.
i feel like a dead zombie.
& please, let me start staying awake in school, rid me of the sleepyness.
help.
what we could have been, 11:55 PM.
