Sunday, October 12, 2008

i did see it coming.
just too coward to face it early.
everything was selfishness on my part.

-hurt someone really badly on sat & was totally helpless..
for now, there's only apologies & more apologies.
really dont know what to do, how to help.
really dk what exactly am i thinking or feeling now.
what you said,
yes, it made me teared jsut for a moment on the spot, it made me think over.
but once i was home, i dint know what to make out of this whole matter.
your appeal to me..
it made me confused; there's an urge to cry.
but i find myself unable to cry my tears away again just like the last time.
feel downright empty & i am wondering, whether its just the feeling of numbness.
felt like i'd just lost myself again..

to all friends, take care.
know i arent there for anyone now;
but really, just hope all of you are getting on well.

.' we have been walking ard in circles.

what we could have been, 7:34 PM.