went schoool ard 12+ today.
meant to practise OP but in the end, really wasted my time away until evening when we only 'dry-run' once. & its not the whole group still.
afternnooon was funny but lame at the same time.
when poh & junhao came, we were on to windows messenger (;
shall post evidence of what we did next tym..
but was superr funny joking ard :D
skipped CIP again.
really hope to go from next week on. been longg since i last went.
hmm.
ohh, & theres more foreign workers downstairs.
counted -- 8 today !
random random.
what we could have been, 8:06 PM.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
had superrr long chats w. steph & pohyi outside schoool.
chatted until 8++ & was just glad that we're finally able to catch up w. one another.
pw been taking up alot of our time as pohyi said. haha.
but seriously, even when we are not pw-ing,
we are still just at different locations of the school, singapore!.
tadas. i am crapping.
nevertheless, just want to say thanks for you ppl's listening ears.
to listen to my whinings, complains, problems & just everything.
*LOVES <3
ps: pics up when i get them (;
what we could have been, 9:39 PM.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
HAPPY birthday pengpeng (:
what we could have been, 10:02 PM.
saw 'eyecandy'.
its like.. FINALLY!
haha. hadnt seen him in sch for a darnn longg time :D
CHEERS!
& he's looking better :x
what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
that dream - it felt so real, yet unrealistic at the same time.
what we could have been, 9:54 PM.
HAPPY birthday larrison ! (:
what we could have been, 8:18 PM.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
BADMINTON! :D
self-hold training attendance this time round was even more pathetic
the guys werent there.
but junhao & soonhui came to join us after that
their skills really not bad ! (;
duhs. random random. tadas.
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
ooOoO. && i think i saw weixing yest.
tadahs!
yest was darnnn late in reaching sch.
woke up at 11+ & reach sch at only 12+
ROARS*
HAPPY birthday peiyi ! (:
what we could have been, 11:05 PM.

came across this pic, find it realllyy CUTE! :D
&& kind of relate it to life
- when we faces challenges, there's several times we will be thinking : "noooo, this shouldnt be happening to me!.. god, you got the wrong girl/guy!"
on second thought, maybe its just me at times .
*think think think think ~ (:
what we could have been, 10:52 PM.
pen down:
at times, money & beauty just makes the world go round.
in most cases, they go hand in hand.
w. money, theres a higher possibility that you can present yourself as a beauty w. all the money you can invest in clothings, hair styling etc. - more charisma & win people over easily just w. the looks.
w. beauty, theres chance for you to secure jobs which requires looks. big money or savings can then be earned over the time.
the world is jsut so realistic.
its 'get out' to someone living in poverty.
but its 'welcome' to ppl who are rich.
duhs. i am random& seriously over-generalising !
no hard feelings & certainly not directed to anyone here :D
hongxi says: this post will be edited in times to come.
CHEERS.
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
hongxi says:
dontknow who say want to drop the addiction *(the addiction of reading fanficts.)
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
hahaha
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
i where got say
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
i say only drop during exams =)
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
who say wanna stop eating so much?
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
dont know whohongxi says:
SOBS
hongxi says:
);
she totally
broke my heart by hitting on my soft spot.
had told her that i shall start exercising quite long ago.
but up till now, COMPLETE FAILURE.
sobs. & just had a feast from buffet at Plaza Market Cafe.
CHOCOLATE fondue <3
soo sinful. seriously. ate alottttt of stuff.
: hongxi! jiayou in TUMMY reshaping! :x
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
hongxi says:
i eatin the cadbury one
hongxi says:
scare i will finish the whole thing again
hongxi says:
jialat
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
HUHUUUUUH
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
NVM
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
CAN SEND OVER TO MEEEEEEEEE
hongxi says:
okay
hongxi says:
wait arhs
hongxi says:
* sending chocolates over
hongxi says:
*sending..
νιѓgо i love me saxotribe :] ; all that love! May I become who I need to be. says:
*received!hongxi says:
LOL
*steph is superrr lame but cooperative. haha!& yeah. i am just boreddd/random from slping & tv-ing too much.KEEP ME AWAKE. :D
what we could have been, 2:26 PM.
'shuo hao de xin fu ne?'
what we could have been, 11:34 PM.
weekends weekends && weekends :D
life just doesnt seem to be the same w/o all of them anymore.
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.

submission of WR today.
*screwed.
just hope a good grade can be secured somehow && lets jiayou for OP! (:
&thanks to groupmates for efforts put in :D
what we could have been, 11:15 PM.
HAPPY birthday chung ai! (:
what we could have been, 8:17 PM.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
HAPPY birthday jiawen! (:
what we could have been, 8:17 PM.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
HAPPY birthday julian ! :D
what we could have been, 8:16 PM.
i did see it coming.
just too coward to face it early.
everything was selfishness on my part.
-hurt someone really badly on sat & was totally helpless..
for now, there's only apologies & more apologies.
really dont know what to do, how to help.
really dk what exactly am i thinking or feeling now.
what you said,
yes, it made me teared jsut for a moment on the spot, it made me think over.
but once i was home, i dint know what to make out of this whole matter.
your appeal to me..
it made me confused; there's an urge to cry.
but i find myself unable to cry my tears away again just like the last time.
feel downright empty & i am wondering, whether its just the feeling of numbness.
felt like i'd just lost myself again..
to all friends, take care.
know i arent there for anyone now;
but really, just hope all of you are getting on well.
.' we have been walking ard in circles.
what we could have been, 7:34 PM.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
HAPPY birthday weipin ! :D
what we could have been, 12:00 AM.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
pen down:
just felt that everything is so hypocritical &superficial.
really feel tired of you ranting on about the same stuff &being so insensitive to other ppl's feelings.
you are making me lethargic ¬ knowing what i really hope for nor what to be happy for.
i am losing myself for your actions.
to always put on a smile in response &trying hard to accept you are who you are is draining me out totally.
leave me alone.
freak.
what we could have been, 11:52 PM.
spent practically the whole day sleeping.
just felt tired && sleepy && sleepy
wake up, eat & sleep was the cycle.
BOOOs *
what we could have been, 11:26 PM.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
met up w. hui in the morning today :D
had several long chats & CAMWHORING SESSIONS cause of her. haha.
& seriously, she is one big ah lian & bully, er ba !
walked ard in cp & then to sculpture park talking & her laughing all the way.
haha. huihui - you are seriously lame w. low xiao dian !
1 pic below :
*lets meet up soon again & w. sherli ! (:
& sorry for not being able to reply your sms.
just want to say thanks for everything & really, for being concerned. thanks (:
LOVES <3
what we could have been, 10:24 PM.
pen down;
dont know how to feel or what to do.
i feel the distance. really do.
&jjust feel like leaving everything behind &keep the good memories.
what we could have been, 1:26 AM.
HAPPY birthday junjie! (:
what we could have been, 12:18 AM.
HAPPY birthday godwin !
A202 vice-chair :D
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
mj open house.
fun bored fun && miranda won the intermassdance competition !
*CHEEERS :D
saw yintak & thought of nchs days randomly again. ROARS.
played w. balloons after the whole thing ended & its really a darnn darn darn nice sight w. the balloons released to the air.
*LOVES <3
headed to cip w. jamie, peng peng & hakim after that.
its like - FINALLY ! (:
but spiderman dint came up & in fact, only few children were there.
*misses & hope they will jiayou for their upcoming exams. JIAYOU kids (:
home w. peng peng & can only say she made me laughed out loud w. the lame comment of hers regarding the lrt station : nibong. lol.
reached home sweeet home ard 11pm && missed my fav. show.
*SOBS !
sorry for being rather mooody in the morning
sorry && thanks for all of your concern.
* loves && FULL OF SMILES peeps :D
what we could have been, 11:08 PM.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
I Wanted You lyricsLately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this wayI've got to stop it babeYou've been wonderful in all that you can beBut it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the doorTrying to take us back to where we were beforeBut I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some timeAnd I think we should head for the finish lineSo believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah
I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
what we could have been, 12:07 PM.
sorry & really, thanks for everything.
i appreciate everything that you had done for me all these while.
thanks a lot a lot.
what we could have been, 2:23 AM.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
HAPPY children's day :D
HAPPY birthday nisha (:
really miss childhood days.
bring back my happiness.
what we could have been, 1:46 AM.
chatted w. hui & sherli justnow
realised how longg it's been since both sherli & i really talked abt our personal lives.
-ard 3years, since sec 3 & we still hadnt update one another justnow.
its till sat :D
*misses.
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.