Monday, August 25, 2008
days hadnt been going smoothly at all.
family. friends. school. studies.
family - crapcrap&crap.
friends - feel the distance.
school - nts.
studies - shit. results been bloody poor. all one digit marks over 25 ? 30?
& preparations for promos - not yet & i only have 3weeks more.
dontknow how to feel.
hope to be happy. really to always put on a smile & hope to feel the same on the inside.
but its so diff.
the feeling of everything weighing me down.
everyday mindset : quit school. quit education life.
everyday mindset : how to improve our relation.
everyday mindset : hope to meet friends, draw back the distance & bring back all the memories.
i am changing totally.
& i feel freaking terrible.
freak.
family. friends. school. studies.
family - crapcrap&crap.
friends - feel the distance.
school - nts.
studies - shit. results been bloody poor. all one digit marks over 25 ? 30?
& preparations for promos - not yet & i only have 3weeks more.
dontknow how to feel.
hope to be happy. really to always put on a smile & hope to feel the same on the inside.
but its so diff.
the feeling of everything weighing me down.
everyday mindset : quit school. quit education life.
everyday mindset : how to improve our relation.
everyday mindset : hope to meet friends, draw back the distance & bring back all the memories.
i am changing totally.
& i feel freaking terrible.
freak.
what we could have been, 9:55 PM.
