Saturday, June 28, 2008
28/o6/08
00:54.
I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone
I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**k you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but i feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but i see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie, i know
your love is but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
you're nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
your love is just a lie
00:54.
I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone
I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**k you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but i feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but i see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie, i know
your love is but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
you're nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
your love is just a lie
what we could have been, 1:47 AM.
just updated wishing posts.
shall update previous posts soooon.
27. o6. o8
went back school.
2o% passed chem. what can i say.
1+ reached NCHS busstop.
2+ met linda. jamie. alina. alan & shunhui.
saw aloy & yintak & many.
i still miss almost everything of nchs.
NCHS is loved.
slacked slacked a lot. trained. trained Firman till 6+
walked to cp & took mrt to kovan.
in the end no tutoring. BASLEY didnt come too! TOTAL SADNEESSS. haha.
sat there & listened to wayne.
9+ left & went prata shop with soonhui, pengpeng, jamie & nicholas.
no appetite but did bitched & stoned.
10+ left & finally reached home sweet home at 11+.
didnt know how to react.
whether be a darn ass & hack care or try communicate more.
dk whats wrong & how i can help. just real afraid history will repeat itself.
12+.
talked to pohyi.
she was feeling quite down abt studies & stuff.
really hope she is okay & just want to say:
pohh. dont worry k.
you will do fine for both de ((;
and anything i am just here!
- stop stoning! =x
& thanks a lot for your encouragement & everything.
LOVES. i am still fine de. thanks a lot (;
its just a feeling.
many things happened and changed during the hols till now.
i changed. & i think not to a better person.
i dk what to do.
whats going on.
i justwant to come to a decision quick.
dontwant to waste ... time & efforts.
guide me.
a feeling tells me that sth is changing again.
shall update previous posts soooon.
27. o6. o8
went back school.
2o% passed chem. what can i say.
1+ reached NCHS busstop.
2+ met linda. jamie. alina. alan & shunhui.
saw aloy & yintak & many.
i still miss almost everything of nchs.
NCHS is loved.
slacked slacked a lot. trained. trained Firman till 6+
walked to cp & took mrt to kovan.
in the end no tutoring. BASLEY didnt come too! TOTAL SADNEESSS. haha.
sat there & listened to wayne.
9+ left & went prata shop with soonhui, pengpeng, jamie & nicholas.
no appetite but did bitched & stoned.
10+ left & finally reached home sweet home at 11+.
didnt know how to react.
whether be a darn ass & hack care or try communicate more.
dk whats wrong & how i can help. just real afraid history will repeat itself.
12+.
talked to pohyi.
she was feeling quite down abt studies & stuff.
really hope she is okay & just want to say:
pohh. dont worry k.
you will do fine for both de ((;
and anything i am just here!
- stop stoning! =x
& thanks a lot for your encouragement & everything.
LOVES. i am still fine de. thanks a lot (;
its just a feeling.
many things happened and changed during the hols till now.
i changed. & i think not to a better person.
i dk what to do.
whats going on.
i justwant to come to a decision quick.
dontwant to waste ... time & efforts.
guide me.
a feeling tells me that sth is changing again.
what we could have been, 1:17 AM.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
HAPPY birthday vincent bung (;
what we could have been, 2:49 PM.
Friday, June 20, 2008
HAPPY birthday junjie (:
HAPPY birthday jimmy.
sure miss them.
TBP challenger & SR.
HAPPY birthday jimmy.
sure miss them.
TBP challenger & SR.
what we could have been, 1:48 AM.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
HAPPY birthday melvin (;
what we could have been, 12:46 AM.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
HAPPY birthday YCS (:
what we could have been, 12:47 PM.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
afternoon till evening. -- rot rot rot.
really starting to be worried abt the exams le.
a lot haven cover );
HELPPPPPP.
.
.
.
.
.
evening - went tm to meet poh, qin & faruq.
reached ard 5.23pm.
FIRST time EARLY & all of them were lateeeeeee. LOL.
met edwin & we waited for faruq.
faruq came & me, edwin & him waited for poh & qin.
edwin left & me & faruq waited for both of them.
6+ all 4 finally met.
haha. went mac & we really had nothing much to discuss on the camp.
until now still dk what we required to do.
haha. crap crap. but i finally seeeeee them since so long [=
walked ard tm shop for faruq's card to his dad.
popular saw STEPH. haha.
acc. poh & qin to yoshi & waited for faruq there.
8+ we headed back to home sweet home (;
[realised how crreeepy it is to walk down the path] =x
1.32am - HELP -LESS.
i dk what to do. or even what i should do.
i am afraid. totally.
guidemethrough.
really starting to be worried abt the exams le.
a lot haven cover );
HELPPPPPP.
.
.
.
.
.
evening - went tm to meet poh, qin & faruq.
reached ard 5.23pm.
FIRST time EARLY & all of them were lateeeeeee. LOL.
met edwin & we waited for faruq.
faruq came & me, edwin & him waited for poh & qin.
edwin left & me & faruq waited for both of them.
6+ all 4 finally met.
haha. went mac & we really had nothing much to discuss on the camp.
until now still dk what we required to do.
haha. crap crap. but i finally seeeeee them since so long [=
walked ard tm shop for faruq's card to his dad.
popular saw STEPH. haha.
acc. poh & qin to yoshi & waited for faruq there.
8+ we headed back to home sweet home (;
[realised how crreeepy it is to walk down the path] =x
1.32am - HELP -LESS.
i dk what to do. or even what i should do.
i am afraid. totally.
guidemethrough.
what we could have been, 1:24 AM.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
HAPPY birthday GUIMING ((;
my sec4 partner !
my sec4 partner !
what we could have been, 1:35 AM.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
morning & afternoon went rivervale plaza and compasspoint with bro.
his friend came awhile & left after awhile.
bike bike.
evening reach home.
rest & watch tv & change & head down to peixuan's house, fernvale.
finally see JIAYI !
gossip. talked. took 2 pics there.
left ard 9+ to 10.
downstairs took PICS again.
headed to cp.
acc. linda to her house there.
gossiped & talked abt stuff again until 11 like that.
home sweet home on bus 83.
HAPPY birthday peixuan.
HAPPY birthday gladys (;
as we talked abt the past,
the cheated feeling really came back.
recalled how naive i was.
& til now, really feel trapped.
i am afraid.
i took a risk & i lost it.
thats what you once said about me.
his friend came awhile & left after awhile.
bike bike.
evening reach home.
rest & watch tv & change & head down to peixuan's house, fernvale.
finally see JIAYI !
gossip. talked. took 2 pics there.
left ard 9+ to 10.
downstairs took PICS again.
headed to cp.
acc. linda to her house there.
gossiped & talked abt stuff again until 11 like that.
home sweet home on bus 83.
HAPPY birthday peixuan.
HAPPY birthday gladys (;
as we talked abt the past,
the cheated feeling really came back.
recalled how naive i was.
& til now, really feel trapped.
i am afraid.
i took a risk & i lost it.
thats what you once said about me.
what we could have been, 11:59 PM.
Monday, June 09, 2008
stop watching t v , stop sleeping late and study more =D
hmm eat more too !!
hmm eat more too !!
what we could have been, 1:47 AM.
Friday, June 06, 2008
before heading down to cp.
NCHS RCY.
linda's house (:
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.
4/5 of babes (;
GUYS & us.
what we could have been, 10:24 PM.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
HAPPPPY HAPPPPPY.
really trying hard to be . .
but just cant seem to put everthing aside.
i still have that feeling. which surfaces from time to time. & i hate it seriously.
what to do.
afternoon.
saw bro's msg.
totally shocked.
he lost 6kg within 9days during the jungle days.
first read : shouted (tomyself) - OMG OMG. cant believe it.
(& started talking to myself) : how can it be possible. omg omg.
2nd read : OMG. i really cant believe it !
3rd read : called my mother & told her abt the news &..
night.
he called my mother.
said he will be back tmr midnight like that.
yeahhhh ((:
misses. haha.
really trying hard to be . .
but just cant seem to put everthing aside.
i still have that feeling. which surfaces from time to time. & i hate it seriously.
what to do.
afternoon.
saw bro's msg.
totally shocked.
he lost 6kg within 9days during the jungle days.
first read : shouted (tomyself) - OMG OMG. cant believe it.
(& started talking to myself) : how can it be possible. omg omg.
2nd read : OMG. i really cant believe it !
3rd read : called my mother & told her abt the news &..
night.
he called my mother.
said he will be back tmr midnight like that.
yeahhhh ((:
misses. haha.
what we could have been, 10:39 PM.
Monday, June 02, 2008
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ANS: no idea.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ANS: to have ALL my GOOD dreams come true.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
ANS: a memorable one.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
ANS: of course.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
ANS: talented. rich. nice & a good heart.
#6. What is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
ANS: being loved.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ANS: until i no longer love him.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ANS: best wishes.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
ANS: yes.
#10. Is being tagged fun?
ANS: noooo.
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
ANS: ooooooldddd.
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
ANS: everyone.
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
ANS: a darn egoistic girl who thinks she is CHIO & dagreatest (which is apparently not so)
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
ANS: rich and single.
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
ANS: go back to sleep.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
ANS: depends but will try to.
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ANS: sort out my own feelings first.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
ANS: nice. sweet. a good heart. caring. & the list goes on.
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
ANS: not nice. not sweet. no good heart. not caring & the list goes on.
ANS: no idea.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ANS: to have ALL my GOOD dreams come true.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
ANS: a memorable one.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
ANS: of course.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
ANS: talented. rich. nice & a good heart.
#6. What is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
ANS: being loved.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ANS: until i no longer love him.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ANS: best wishes.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
ANS: yes.
#10. Is being tagged fun?
ANS: noooo.
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
ANS: ooooooldddd.
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
ANS: everyone.
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
ANS: a darn egoistic girl who thinks she is CHIO & dagreatest (which is apparently not so)
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
ANS: rich and single.
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
ANS: go back to sleep.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
ANS: depends but will try to.
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ANS: sort out my own feelings first.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
ANS: nice. sweet. a good heart. caring. & the list goes on.
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
ANS: not nice. not sweet. no good heart. not caring & the list goes on.
what we could have been, 10:16 PM.
HAPPY birthday weixing (:
what we could have been, 2:32 AM.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
the feeling just wont go away.
i dk whats going on exactly.
i really dont.
i cant describe the feeling i am having now.
emptiness?
fear?
.........?
i dk. its really matters of the heart.
i dk what to do.
drained. really drained totally.
i dk whats going on exactly.
i really dont.
i cant describe the feeling i am having now.
emptiness?
fear?
.........?
i dk. its really matters of the heart.
i dk what to do.
drained. really drained totally.
what we could have been, 2:08 PM.
HAPPY birthday da ge ! [:
HAPPY birthday jamie. ((;
HAPPY birthday yip chun. (:
HAPPY birthday jamie. ((;
HAPPY birthday yip chun. (:
what we could have been, 2:30 AM.
