mon. went for rc training.late as i woke up only at 8.38 duh-hs. dont know why the overslept.trained for parade.me & lu ting are the assholes?duh-hs.train train train.& we had fun at the same tim (:aft that dragged by linda & jj to go jack's place.duh-hs. {it was another embarrasing moment}aft that its home sweet home.slept slept.tues.woke around 7+nightmare? duh-hsard 8+ went back to sleep till 1o+.then went cp celebrate px's birthday.{duh-hs. we are so sweet (: haha}HAPPY birthday peixuan & gladys (;2 like that reached home & slept till 7.in between woke to watch tv. haha.{my life is really becoming meaningless}now.guessislepttoomuchintheafternoon.cantreallygettosleep :(&canthelpthinking.isthatdreamananswertomyqns.yourpresenceoutofnowhere.thewarmthyoumademefeltinthedream.itseemedtomeitwasjustlikethe past.thewayitonceusedtobe.hais.sheisgoingbonkers.shedontknowwhatisgoingon.doesthedreammeananythingatall?..............................................................................................................igavethelastchanceaway.itoldmyself.thatwouldbethelast.yourrepliesmademeunderstand.iaminterferringinyourlife.notgoingtobotherordisturbyouanymore.my heart is sealed.completely sealed.sealed to myself. haha.life is a joke & i am the fool.duh-hs............................................................................................................lets laugh together : hahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhhahahahhasheissuchafoollolshahahahahhahahahhahahhahahhahashahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaahhahhahhahahahhahahahshahhshahahhahahahhahahhahahahaha (:
what we could have been, 4:40 PM.