Saturday, September 09, 2006

kaiixin . ii want to be happy . wo yao kaixin =)

hmm . thinkk abit of de past today .
stil feel very guilty towards wx and qx .
yarhs . it has been so long lerhs .
but .. wo zhi dao wo hurt dao ta men when i accepted them .
its not what i want derhs but its my fault .
ii made de worng decision . but even till now .
wo jiu shi mei yong qi and duno how to tel them what i lied to them about . especially wx barhs .
er que . ji shi shuo lerhs .. whats de use ?
they are leading their lives well now .
im the only one stil stuck in this maze .

haiis . wo zhen de hao tao yan zi ji .
as ii recall . i realise how inhumane i am .
i never spare a thought fer them .
how they will feel .
how they will think .
sorrie . reali sorrie .

wx and qx .
seriously and sincerely - im reali sorry . and all the best .

what we could have been, 3:32 PM.