Saturday, May 13, 2006
mm .. this should be a long post bahs .. cux previous ones very short ..
read over my previous posts .. from the time when i first started blogging .. andd from the time we were apart .. find that i had actually changed abit more than what ii thought . whether is my way of thinkin or my style .. duno if the change is good or badd bahs..
mm .. the past posts really made me thinkk .. whether all that ii have done fer him is worthwhile and if i had live my life to the fullest till now .. etc ..
as ii try to recall .. there are really many things that ii had forgotten .. but the pain are always there .. haiis . ii will let the past remain in my heart bahs .. try not to thinkk about it or touch it again .. he had continued .. ii should too .. andd ii guess ii can do it derhs ..
ii duno wat he thinkk im now .. but i can only hope that it is not worse than last tym derhs .. andd that de misunderstandings can be cleared .. but guess its hard bahs . haiis .
im reali puzzled .. how can a guy leave such a scar on someone .. cant de scar be mended ?
`` - wo lai bu ji xiang gao shu ni .. yao yong yuan bu fen li ..
read over my previous posts .. from the time when i first started blogging .. andd from the time we were apart .. find that i had actually changed abit more than what ii thought . whether is my way of thinkin or my style .. duno if the change is good or badd bahs..
mm .. the past posts really made me thinkk .. whether all that ii have done fer him is worthwhile and if i had live my life to the fullest till now .. etc ..
as ii try to recall .. there are really many things that ii had forgotten .. but the pain are always there .. haiis . ii will let the past remain in my heart bahs .. try not to thinkk about it or touch it again .. he had continued .. ii should too .. andd ii guess ii can do it derhs ..
ii duno wat he thinkk im now .. but i can only hope that it is not worse than last tym derhs .. andd that de misunderstandings can be cleared .. but guess its hard bahs . haiis .
im reali puzzled .. how can a guy leave such a scar on someone .. cant de scar be mended ?
`` - wo lai bu ji xiang gao shu ni .. yao yong yuan bu fen li ..
what we could have been, 9:50 AM.
