Saturday, November 19, 2005
sorry for not posting anything ferr some days le ..mm .. anw ..went ferr red cross yesterday ..cant believe myself also .. =Obut its okay bahs .. de training ..haiis .. duno what to sayy actually also ..but aft tat we went kfc to eat jiu shi le ..did have some unhappiness .. ='(but its no use talking about it le ..im just numbed ..ye xu wo xi wan fa shen de just cant happen ..andd these days many arguments just keep arousing in my life ..what to do beside facing it ? ( NOTH!NG )what i reali hope ferr between us all ..is just peace ..andd true frenship ..but at times ..it just isn .. andd what i see is just each of us trying to ling yong de other ..or only getting jealous with one another ..i do not wana see anyone unhappy ..but why izit in us ..there have been so many of suchh cases ?ye xu is just my feelings bahs ..mm .. anyway .. ltr also have to go scho0l ..ferr what scho0l opening day ..and have to wear red cr0ss unif0rm ehs !!dreaded it .. ( blehs ! ) ~ okay .. sorry ..but h0pe ltr i cann findd a belt also ..cause cant findd it .. thinkk l0st .. * [ scream!ng " h0w ?! " ]# i cann only hide my feelings ferr euu .. wo zhi da0 bu nen zai liu zhu ni .. ye zhi dao bu nen meii y0u gu qi .. i will try to let go again ..
what we could have been, 11:55 AM.
Thursday, November 10, 2005

what we could have been, 4:25 PM.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
mm .. todayy never go maths remedial ..cause dun feel like go!ng andd cause not sure got anyone go ma ..haiis .. but me still very guai .. hahas ..i went for sci remedial ..to takke the test .. but regretted it ..cause almost cann say all duno how to do ..haiis .. sadd ar !! .. =(also f0und out tat my bruises still haven fully recovered ..sldn hadd knockked so hardly ..mm .. but luckily the ba hen had somehow disappeared le ..h0pe everthing g0es well f0r them ..
yesterdayy in the m0rning went school ..to remedial and to learn red cross de stuff ..but in the endd only learn some ba .. or abit ..aft tat we went to do footdrill .. under the scorchin hot weather ?guo hou jiayi..jamie..alina andd i have some sort of voting to see go who 's house ..cux linda went home ard 11 le ..then lastly went jiayi de house ..we played game of l!fe ? ..actually me leading de ..then th!ngs cropped out .. evil .. hahas .. den me also try to learn to play the song ..with jiayi de piano ..but found out tat im rather or can say is very useless ..but ii will j!ay0u andd learn it de !!andd we practised evacuation ii think ..mm .. andd we stayed there till 5.3o bahs ..* to j!ayi .. help mii thankk ur mum andd sis .. !! haas ..and to euu .. for trying to teachh mi .. =)in addition .. jamie ate alot !! .. # im just like anyone ..i need someone to be there for me when i need them too ..i have feelings ..when i love someone ..i will do my best too ..im just a simple pers0n ..when cann euu ever understand ?im tired !!!
what we could have been, 5:50 AM.